When she holds you close, I might just die inside.

Chapter 19: Change my mind.

Harry's P.O.V.

At 9 p.m.

I enter Jade's room. As I open the door I'm greeted by her perfume. It smells a little like lavender...

"Hey." She says with a smile.

"Hi." I say with my signature grin. I brush my curls.

"Harry... I can't keep doing this." She says with a serious expression.

"Can't keep doing what?" I ask.

"This. Your girlfriend is in your room waiting for you. And no, just no. I won't... You'll have to choose her or me." She says confidently, but there's also a hint of doubt in her voice. She sits in her bed and crosses her bed. She quickly makes a braid in her hair.

"Jade, I promise this will change. Just give me some time." I say as I lean in and kiss her. She frowns at first, but then smiles.

"You'll have to do it eventually, curly." She says playing with my hair. She's right... But not today. I smile at her and do a little braid in her brown hair.

"Wow. Didn't know you could do braids." She says surprised, but smiling.

"It's one of my many hidden talents." I say smiling.

"Well..." She says standing up. "Imma go take a bath." she says as she enters the bathroom. I look at her as she enters and closes the door. I lay down in her bed and stare silently at the roof. I move a pillow and see a notebook. I open it and see a bunch of little poems. Little scriblings and drawings... She's not the best artist, but she's good. I keep looking at her drawings... And I see a little note. It says:

"I could be your perfect disaster,

You could be my ever after."

I instantly recognize it.

*FLASHBACK*

"Jade, open it. Its your birthday." I say with a smile.

"Haz, you shouldn't have." She says looking at the little box.

"I should have. And I gladly did." I say with a smile. "Today, August 16, is a very special day." I say as I hug her. She smiles and carefully opens it. She gasps and hugs me.

"It's beautiful." She says. It's a little necklace and it has an H hanging from it.

"Glad you like it." I say as I search for my necklace and show her. It has a little J hanging from it too. She smiles.

"Look in the back of the top." I say. She looks and gasps and smiles. There's a little sticky note. It says:

"I could be your perfect disaster,

You could be my ever after."

She smiles and kisses me. This is our first kiss... Weirdly... We have been going out for months and this is our first kiss...

"I would adore to be your happily ever after." She says with a smile, that lights up my world.

*END OF FLASHBACK*

I smile to myself remembering that moment. We certainly had it all by then. I keep looking at the pages. One has a drawing of Ziam and there's another of Larry... I let out a chuckle. Suddenly I stop flipping pages. My own name catches my attention. There's a little poem and the title is One Direction. It says:

"Harry is completely adorable,

So are his big brown curls.

His dimples are also lovable,