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I Hope You Understand

I can't speak when I'm around you
It's like I lose every thought I have
My breathing almost cut in half
You amaze me
Your mannerisms are crazy
When I look at you I see safety
I'd follow wherever your lead takes me
your eyes send me in a daze like someone maced me
It happened so fast I don't know how you laced me
I feel so special on the pedestal you place me
I get conflicted with memories of ones who made me hate me.
Wondering what's your angle to date me?
I know I deserve it but I hesitate and stand my guard.
Love should be easy but Cupid has stabbed me too hard.
If you keep digging you'll notice the scars.
I hate having to love you from afar.
But I'd hate for my trauma to come down on us like a falling star.
Still I'm a moth to your spark
You're my lantern in the dark
I mean it from the bottom of my heart
It's funny we watched fireworks at the start
I thought I could handle this love but I've been mistaken
Other than your love I seek your patience
While we grow together, promise no vacancies
I'll never leave if you're not making me
I dream about you passionately taking me
People say it's hard to heal and love deep
I promise to try the best that I can
You asked how I feel.. I hope you understand