Savage

Chapter 13: Restraint

Roman

I pocketed my phone eager to get away from her clutches. I hated the back and forth I had to go through for simple things. The constant uphill battles were getting frustrating. The little stabbing feeling that I got between my eyes was back and pinching the area was not helping. I was impatient. Suddenly, I stood up from my chair and moved towards the window, hoping to get a reprieve from the constraints of today. "Ich sollte nicht hier sein." The whisper frosted the glass in front of me. I took the small bottle of perfume from my jacket pocket, then forced the top off and caressed the opening where the scent had stained it. The aroma wafted my nostrils before I could put my thumb to my nose. This action only intensified her scent. My mind drifted to the thought of her igniting under my touch. I jerked a little. I was sure not to be held up today. No, not today. My attention was needed elsewhere and the urge to get out of these damn clothes won. Pocketing the small scented vile after running my finger under my nose one last time, I jotted out of the office. Decidedly changed in my car, and pulled swiftly out of the underground parking lot onto the street and into the heavy traffic.

"Scheiße!" This damned traffic was adding to my foul mood. Irritably, this was my fourth attempt at calling the der Dummkopf without any response. I was frustrating myself and needed to calm down. With one last attempt, I punched the call button on my phone attached to the dashboard, before grasping the steering wheel again. The immediate response was the mechanical woman's voice in German reciting how I could leave a voice message for the owner of the phone. My knuckles were white and I knew I was gripping the steering wheel tightly. I felt my nose flare. Consciously, I wove my way through the traffic and felt some form of relief when my mind drifted to Sage. Then all I could hear were the cheers of the crowd from the stands as the engine roared. My heart accelerated in my chest, as I locked eyes on my target. I felt alive again, and completely in sync with my vehicle. I smiled as the engine turned over and hummed. Racing was my life. Yet when I had to give it up I felt paralyzed. My grip became tight after this thought. It took everything in me not to fight this reality. However, something good looks as if it will come from it. I had to have her. If not all of her, a taste will have to satisfy my need for her.

I snapped out of thoughts when the reggae music faded from the speakers and the electro-pop melodies of Gata Only by FloyyMenor & Cris Mj filled the space. The tension between my eyes began to dissipate. Then I saw her in full view. She was crossing the street, but then she stopped abruptly. Her beautiful full eyes widened in surprise as she saw me getting out of my vehicle. Her face turned red as well. I was amused by her immediate reactions to seeing me every time. I walked towards her in haste to pull her out of the street. It felt great having her against my body like this. I gently coaxed her into the front seat as she stared at me. She didn't even notice that I got her into her seatbelt. I could tell she was still surprised at my presence. This amused me greatly. I hopped into my vehicle and she watched me the entire time. Then I pulled the car into less aggressive traffic - that was moving freely. I saw a clear road that would bring me to where I wanted and turned onto it. Her eyes never left me. I felt her presence ignite something inside of me. I took the opportunity to touch her. To persuade her out of her thoughts. I took her hand in mine, it was so small and delicate and pressed the back of it onto my lips. The heat from her body was intoxicating. This action jolted her to life. She yanked her hand from mine and I let her have it willingly. I smiled triumphantly. She kept on staring at me. The silence between us was becoming unbearable to me. So I spoke.

"Guten Morgen, Sage."

To which she responded heatedly, "You are one audacious pussyhole."

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Notes: Ich sollte nicht hier sein - I should not be here

Scheiße! - Fuck!

der Dummkopf - jackass

Guten Morgen - Good Morning