God and I

Out of The Darkness

While I stood hopeless
Was I standing or sitting
I cannot recall
Everything was beyond me
My were thoughts against me
There I was plagued with
Fear and helplessness
I looked to the heavens
And asked what I never
Asked before
"Why did you create me?"
For what use am I to
Anyone when I am useless to myself.

You heard me in my darkest moment
You showed me the way
To walk, to think, to be
You restored my hope
And dreams
Gave me purpose
For You are in no
Business of making mistakes
In spite of my fears and failings
You created me for a reason
You see me when the world does not.

Do calm my soul
Inspire my spirit
That I may remember despite
It all
You are still God
You create nothing without
Meaning
You calculated and numbered my days
You give freewill yet You know all my choices
You work best when I am broken and anxious
Full of fear and struggle
You take the broken
Fix and repurpose them
So I may remember who saved me
Where my salvation comes from
Where I belong