God and I

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Looking out to the outside world
Longing for what it has to offer
The pastures seem greener
On the other side
Dismayed I with my own
I run out searching for home
To be among those who
Seem to have it all
Looking for love in the hearts
Of the others
I never find it
What I want the most
The void grows deeper seeking
For more than what has lured out
The world was never my friend
They were never my love
You always knew best
You always loved me the most
Yet I run from You
From home as it takes too long
Thinking I know better
No here I am back at the door
In shame and in fear
Hoping You have not forgotten me