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October 3rd 2023Location; Society Hill, PA.
Silvester runs his hands over his grown out curls and stands to his feet when he hears a string of knocks. He feels his pockets to make sure that he had his keys, wallet and phone with him then saunters to his front door.
Met with a pair of icy gray eyes he forces a smile and takes in Zeta's five foot nine frame. Her once wavy hair was now bone straight and resting on her exposed shoulders. It had been three days since she showed up to his home unexpectedly as well as three days since he had heard from Nadi. Every call was declined, texts were ignored and after being met with a green text bubble he had come to terms with the fact that she blocked him.
He didn't blame her, but hoped that she'd at least listen to what it was he had to say. He even went out of his way to stop by her apartment but after standing outside her door knocking constantly for five minutes until his knuckles turned a shade of scarlet, he returned home. He was now left playing the waiting game, hoping that time and space would allow them both to think clearly and sit down as mature adults to find out what was next for them.
He didn't want to accept the fact that their relationship was over, he was actively working on bettering himself for her. However, part of his past had come back to haunt him.
The fear of being infected plagued his mind as he laid in bed wide awake, mind wandering off to Nadi who he was really worried about. The fear of ruining her life due to his on sexual urges ate away at his mind every second of the day because for a third time he had fucked up, so bad that there was a chance of him never being forgiven.
It seemed like the harder he tried to do better the more he let her down. Not only were they met with a pregnancy scare but an STD one as well. He couldn't wrap his head round it himself so he knew that Nadi had to have been going through a list of emotions and even though he was the one behind each and every one of them, he wanted to be there to console her. To let her know that whatever happened he'd be there for her, but unfortunately life didn't work that way.
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