Heyaaa! After this, I'm gonna watch a MLP episode real quick, but first let me tell you a story!
I'll tell you about my first High School day...
It was a nightmare, I have to warn you!
So, I took the bus with my Mom, talking non-stop... Yes, I went with my Mom the first day... I WAS SCARED, OK? One hour In an autobus everyday, two times a day Isn't an easy task (It actually Is)!
Anyway, I was frightened... REALLY frightened... There were so much people and I entered the school, without knowing where I had to go.
Then, I went to the lunch room, like the others... There I found my section!
I didn't know anyone.
Like, all new faces, you know? In my class, no one Is from my city, just pretty far away... Some are more than one hour far from me!
And OBVIOUSLY, after seven months of suffering alone, I had to make friends with the one who's the FURTHEST from me... Yeah, obviously... Seems about right to me!
I'm not good at being sarcastic... AHAHAHA!!!
Anyway, yeah, I knew no one IN the WHOLE school... Like no one... No one In the school, no one In the bus... NO ONE I knew, not even seen once, honestly...
Okk, so I think I've mentioned I'm the shyest person you'll ever meet...
But I'm also a huge extrovert!!!
With loneliness and abandonment Issues, of course!
Yeah, so I was oh, so scared... But I thought I'd find a friend...
I ended up sitting alone for the whole day, In the first bench... OF COURSE, no one sat with me, like I hoped...
Things got eventually better... After some therapy and seven good months of suffering and loneliness... I know someone would actually like that... Maybe? Like, who who'd actually like that, I mean, you have to be a real stereotyped Introvert!!
AND YOU MUST BE AMAZING!!!
Maybe I envy you-
Also, TALKATIVE people... HOW? Just HOW do you manage to talk to people so easily? I can't even approach them or look at them... It's like I have roots In my feet and... Uhm... Something going on In my head... Like... Uhm... I don't know, like Discord chaos world, but darker... And I have like a million people saying bad things about me... And good things about other...?
Apart SOMEONE, I hate you, person...
Nah, I can't say HIS name, but It was a rude classmate of mine... I really hated him from the first day...
Anyway, soon (In less than a month) I'll be In my second year of High School... Yeah, I'm afraid for all my progress to get lost...
Also, In my third year, we'll choose what to continue with and... Mix up classes!!! AHHHH!
I won't be with that friend, because she doesn't want to do Painting and Sculpture... While I dooooo!!! Sooooo much!!
Soooo... In just one year the same problem will be challenging me...
I'M SCAREDDDD!!!
I hate being aloneeeee! Help! I feel so useless and unwanted...
I mean, In my MAIN group of friends I'm the fourth wheel! I mean, It's not like I haven't realized that...
At least I have friends-
Ohh, I also realized my friends were sad when I didn't go to the Comic-Con with... Still... I feel left out, because I'm an hyper-envious dummy!!
It was nice to talk <33!!
My face at school!!
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Yeah, I actually pay attention to the lesson and like It...
Also, always...
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