My "Journal Of Random Things" (JORT)

7/10/24

I was afraid of losing a friend, now I realised I WANT to lose her and that another year with her will be a curse... Even more than the curse of loneliness...

And NOW... She's coming to my place TOO!? I'm sure tonight I'll cry.

I want to change class, but It's not possible now.

I can't wait to finish this cursed year...

Why do saviours always have to be the devil the in disguise...

I KNEW IT! I KNEW EVERYTHING WAS JUST GOING TO WELL!!

I KNEW IT WOULD HAPPEN!!!

I just want to leave... I want to leave her here... Like, I don't know...

Tell her the bus changed time? Like going In without her? Leaving her here? I'd gladly do It.

But...

I can't...

I don't have the guts... And then, what would I tell my Mom?

I'd tell her this was her fault, that she was away...

AHHHH!! I CAN'T KEEP LYING!!!

I'M. NOT. FINE.

AND GUESS WHAT!?

She wants to join theatre!!! Whyyyy!???

Whyyyyyyy!!???!

I can't...

IT'S TO LATEEEEE!!?!

BYEEEE!!