Basically, yesterday, Chiara came to my home, because she had to the Maths homework (even If we did History and Grammar, Instead-), sooo I couldn't write, because I don't like staying on my phone while I'm with a friend...
I'd just feel guilty If I did...
Annoying thing, today...
There's a girl I knew here In the bus, problem Is she literally stopped talking to my at some point...
Today, we're In a bus which has some of those four-people seats... And... She's literally In front of me...
I'm trying so hard to pretend I didn't see her...
On the other hand, Angelica Invited me to her birthday and to go to her place one day :)))!!!
The only problem Is that I never slept over...
Yep...
Sooooooo... Basically I'm sooo scared...
She's two years older than me, too!!
I only know older people In this school... It's sooo scary...
Well, the youngest person I know In this school Is 15 like me, but she's four months older than me...
AND... IT IS A LOOOT!!!
Especially considering I'm literally scared of younger people...
I wish I could talk with everyone like some people...
But... As our teacher says: "Who's everyone's friend Is actually no one's, who talks with everyone doesn't value their talking, so It's like they didn't even talk"...
EXAMPLE!!!! ELISA... That girl who stopped talking to me...
She talks to everyone, so, as a result, no one Is actually Important to her and, even If they are, those people won't feel like that...
I mean, what I look the most forward In a friendship Is Inclusiveness, which Is a value a few have...
I feel like, If you have to talk to a person as a time-killer and not because you actually want, because you care about them, well, It's better not to do It, because you are gonna hurt them not talking to them anymore...
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I'm trying sooo hard to be good, to be nice, to be kind, to be... Someone who can actually make the difference In someone's life... Make them happy...
Maybe make their day, somehow...?
That would be my dream...
I know Is Impossible, but I'd like to be everyone's dream friend, be like a best friend to them... Someone they look up to...
I'd like to be a good person... To have a good energy...
