My "Journal Of Random Things" (JORT)

18/8/24

Come on everypony! SMILE! SMILE! SMILEEEE!!!

She's too cute when she sings this song!!!

I feel so good listening to It ♥️♥️!!!

I'll tell you about my trauma, anyway...

So, when I was like... Uhm... 11...?
Did It happen In 2020? Well, I think sooo...

Well, It was the year before the tragedy... 😭😭😭

But that's another story... Actually two other stories!! Gonna tell them to you when I'm bored!!!

So, let's get back to the thing...

I was 11 and me, my Mom and my Dad, were going on holiday In the mountains, like every year... We were going by camper and my Dad was driving... IN THE AFTERNOON!!! I told 'em!! I did... But It wasn't enough...

Well, the thing Is that, we always started our 7 hours trip at night and I'm SURE... 100% sure that IF we actually left at 8pm, like ALWAYS, this wouldn't have happened!!!

I had a thing... I... I somehow felt something would go wrong... Something was off about leaving at that hour... But they thought that that whole thing was just a nonsense!!!

Can you believe It??

So, we left... At like 10am In the morning... We had lunch at 2pm... All good... If not the sensations... The feelings... But all nonsense, right?

About 3:30pm...

I ask: "Mom, Dad, can I go tidying up my bed and set my things In their place?".

Dad: "No, you'll sweat and you know we can't wash clothes so often!"

Me: "I won't! I promise!"

Mom: "Alright... Alright... BUT If you sweat you'll hear us! Remember that!"

Me: "Yeah, Mom..."

Later... Around 4/4:30pm...

Dad: "Did you sweat?"

Me: "No..."

Dad: "We'll see..."

- I was all wet... -

Dad: YOU-

Dad goes a bit off the road, but gets back In track, BUT a camper hits us...

Sending us In the... Thing that Is between the... Highways...?

We all survive, differently hurt... Only my leg hurt... It wasn't broken, but It was like It was!

I was confused, I lost senses for some seconds and found myself under the table...

The ambulance came... I was confused, mad and worried... I was crying...

Here's a dialogue:

Ambulance Lady: "Come here, dear, we'll fix everything here, don't worry..."

Me: "I- I-"

Dad: "DON'T YOU DARE GO WITH THEM!!"

Me: *actually goes with them, scared*

Everyone was nice there and thought I didn't realise that, I was just muttering words and lost the capacity to talk for a while... I was traumatised... I hugged my plushie ALL the time... Everything felt bad... I was in the ambulance with my Mom and some nurses... I thought I was actually saying real things... "I'm terrified... When will this all end...? What happened...? Where are WE going...? Where's Dad...? I want to get home!"