18 | 돌아버리겠다 / Fate talk

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Yewon's pov:

I'm in my room, walking non-stop.

- Did I kiss him? -. I mumbled, stopping.
I messed my hair and shouted -. AAAHHHH, I must have gone crazy. Yes, that's it. Ha. -. I sighed.

The scene of me kissing Jaehyun repeated in my mind, and I groaned.

- AHH!! HA. HA -. I laughed, crying fakely -. I kissed him, ha! Ha ha! I'm crazy! GOD! Why the fuck did I kiss him!!? -. I messed my hair again and walked again.

Why did I kiss him? Why did he respond to the kiss?

Are we bonded now?!

- Ha...-. I sighed -. I'm crazy. All because of this damn string -. I glared at my string that streched outside the window. - HATE YOU FATE -. I scream at the top of my lungs.

I took a deep breath and opened the window.

My eyes teared up -. I HATE YOU FATE, SOULMATE. ALL OF YOU! WHY DO YOU HATE ME SO MUCH?! -. I stepped away from the window and sat on my bed.

What did I do to deserve this? What did I do?! Uh?!

I started to sob.

Now, what? Am i fated to him, just like that?

- AHHHH.

Jaehyun's pov:

I can't believe I kissed her twice. Well, she started the second, but... TWICE.

I can't believe this. Oh my god.

Am I fated to her now? supposedly yes. But I'm not sure as our situation is different.

- AHHH -. I happily shouted.

Does that mean that she has accepted me? Has she changed her mind?

I grabbed my phone with my good arm and searched for silver strings.

I searched: What does silver mean in fate?

No results were found. Try again.

Uh?

I searched again: What does Silver mean?

Silver is a special colour that is given to special people.
In competitions, the second winner gets a silver medal, for example. Golden is still the " most important" colour, but sometimes, silver wins.

It is very beautiful as sometimes it shines, and it would be amazing if fate has it. Sadly, fate doesn't have silver in its four colours, so there's no string of that colour, and it is impossible to see a couple of soulmates with a silver string.

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Omg.

That's a lie 'cuz I have a silver string connected to Yewon.

There's no useful information about this, I'll have to ask mom.

My mother is an expert in fate and soulmates. Her job is to give advice about soulmates.

She knows everything about the colours, so I guess she'll know about silver.

I called my mother and she came ten minutes later.

- What's wrong? -. She asks.
- My string.

She looked at me dearly and approached me.

- Is it really silver? -. She asks, her expression turned sternly.

I nodded.

She sighs -. As you know, it isn't a fate's colour and it is impossible to see someone with this colour in their string. That's because it doesn't belong to fate, well yes. But not like that.
- Where does it belong then?
- To heaven. You know... gods and goddesses control fate. They chose those colours. But, they also change sometimes. For example, I had a client whose string was purple.
- Why does it happens? -. I ask.
- In his case, it was because his soulmate rejected him when he got the string. His soulmate was his crush before -. She shortly explains.
- Then... why silver? - I ask.
She sighs -. You told me that your soulmate, what was her name...?
- Yewon -. I quickly reply.
- Yes. Yewon -. She nods -. You told me that she hated fate and soulmates and that she was hopeless.

I nod again.

- She didn't tell you the last thing, but you somehow know it.
- I see it in her eyes -. I say.
- Exactly. You are ready to make her change her mind and make her fall for you genuinly. But why? Because she hates or is against fate and you.
- Oh...
- She probably suffered a lot in her past. More than you can imagine. That's why the goddesses gift her you.
- What? Am I a gift? How?-. I ask.
She chuckles -. Kind of. You are an amazing person, and besides.... who would be better for her? -. She jokes.

I smile.

- What I mean is... that they gifted her an amazing soulmate. You. - She says.
- And... how does it work with this colour?
- It's different of the other colours. You won't bond with just a kiss.

Oh, so I'm not bonded to her yet...

- Mom -. I say -. I have to tell you something, but promise me you won't tease me -. I quickly say.
- I won't.
- I kissed my soulmate.... twice -. I mumbled the last thing, but she heard it.
- Twice?! My Jaehyunnie is so brave that he kissed her twice! Your bold now, uh? I see -. She teases me.
I looked down, my ears and face surely red -. Mom! You promised!

She laughed and hugged me by my shoulders.

- I love teasing you -. She says -. As your mother, it's my job to tease my son.
- Mom...
- Don't tell me you thought you bonded with her -. She asks, and upon seeing my embarrassing face, she laughs -. Omo! Haha!

When she calmed down, she looked at me seriously.

- You will bond in another way -. She says.
- How?
- When you kiss lovely. You know? -. Upon seeing my confused face, she sighed -. When you both fall in love with each other. Only when the kiss is full of true love will bond you guys together.
- Oh... she kissed me the second time. Does it count?
- No -. She shooks her head -. Because she didn't, and the second was probably a lovely one, but for you. She doesn't love you yet.

That means that I have to make her fall for me as much as I have fallen.

- Thank you, mom -. I say.
She sends me a mischievously smile -. Jaehyunnie~, would you mind explaining to me how you guys kissed the second time? I want to know all the details.
- Oh, no -. I turned pink again.
- Please~ I won't tell your dad if you tell me.
- Mom! -. I sigh -. Arasso! But don't tell dad.

She made a gesture that her mouth was sealed with her hand. And I started to tell her, trying not to blush.

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So... Jaehyun's mother loves teasing him and see him embarrassed.

Have you listened to ZB1's comeback?! Omg. I'm obsessed with their new mv.
Like, the song, the lyrics... the voices and the visuals. Omg.

I'm not a full Zerose 'cuz I'm not sure they'll be together as a group for a long time, as they came for a survival show as Kep1er... but I still like them, though.

Thanks for your support 💙.

Be healthy!

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