Arranged Love

Flashbacks

Disclaimer: this chapter has some content about suicide and suicidal thoughts.
Don't read if you're not comfortable enough
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Abhiyansh's pov

It's been three months 15 days of the news of me becoming a father. Everyone is taking extreme care of her from her morning sicknesses to her food cravings to her mood swings.

Everything is going good except one thing. Her nightmares.

Each night she'll get the same nightmare. I asked her several times why she's getting such nightmares but at last we end up having a dispute which I don't want when she's carrying our baby .

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*FLASHBACK STARTS*

One week ago ~

"Biwi , I need answers today . Why the hell are you getting the same nightmare almost daily?" I asked her concerned.

"It's nothing Ansh. Just some random nightmare."

She shrugged off her shoulders trying to act normal but her eyes say it all that nothing is normal in these nightmares.

"Biwi , I need truth not excuses."

"You don't trust me ,do you ansh . If I am telling you that it's nothing then it's nothing why the fuck don't you understand." She almost yelled.

My face fell at her arrogance but I masked it quick enough to be noticed.

I know this arrogance is the way to hide the nightmares's real reason and her pregnancy mood swings are adding butter to the fire .

I quickly hugged her as I could see her ragged breath .

I started rubbing her back cooing soothing words in her ears .

"Shh everything's fine."

"No crying bache ."

"Angel's ansh loves her a lot ."

"Shh no crying okay "

*FLASHBACK ENDS*

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I don't know how I am going to ask her all these things.

Her life is not as simple as it seems . Before marriage she had an ample amount of problems for herself to deal with on a daily basis.

She has started opening the closed doors of her past.

And I hope slowly slowly she'll tell me everything as she told me about something heartbreaking just the day after after marriage anniversary.

Right now she's sleeping hugging me tightly.

I am tensed about her nightmares a lot .

Yesterday when we went to the doctor for her routine checkup . I told Dr Renuka about her regular nightmares.

She suggested me to talk to her and visit a therapist , if she doesn't respond to me .

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