~EXTREMELY TRIGGERING: Suicide, suicidal thoughts, self harm, drinking, drugs, cussing, rape, death. Set in 2019 and will also feature Iwan Rheon x Tommy Lee, Mick Mars x Douglas Booth and Vince Neil x Max Milner, Daniel Webber x Ozzy Osbourne~
~Nikki Sixx POV~
Nothing's gone right in my fucking life. My first wife left with our kids, my husband did the same and now Courtney left me and took Ruby. I have fucking NOTHING to live for so I've relapsed. Gone back to drugs. "NIKKI!" I heard Vince banging on the door as I shook my head, trying to get my bearings. "COMING!" I yelled as something fell onto the floor and broke. "Shit" I said as Vince was still outside.
"NIKKI!? YOU GOOD!?" He yelled as I shook my head again. "YEAH I'M FINE!" I said as I finally got my bearings and saw my bleeding arm. "Fuck" I said under my breath as I cleaned it up and put a jacket on as I headed out. "Hey you good?" He asked as I mumbled something and kept walking. "Nikki come on-" He said grabbing my arm as I flinched. "I said I'm fine Vince" I said getting out of his grasp.
"Nikki-" He said as I snapped. "I SAID I'M FUCKING FINE LEAVE ME ALONE!" I yelled storming off. "Love you alright?" Max said to Vince as he sighed. "Yeah, I'll be ok" He said as they walked to where the premier was. I just kept to myself, I didn't fucking need any of them.
~The afterparty at Nikki's house~
"Hey Nikki Sixx right?" Some guy said as I spat, "What's it to you" itching my nose as I spat it. "Machine Gun Kelly, I play Tommy Lee" He said as I scoffed. "Yeah I fucking know who you play" I said twitching a bit as I excused myself to the bathroom. I sighed and grabbed the cocaine from my jacket pocket as I snorted a line, easing my twitching as I sighed contently. "Woah- sorry. Nikki!?" I heard as I shot up, realizing it was Ozzy.
"Oh hey Oz" I said quickly grabbing the bag but he stopped me. "Are you using again?" He asked as I sighed. "Yeah, I am ok? Don't tell the others-" I said as he frowned, shaking his head. "Sixx, come on" He said as I sighed. "Look ok. So I relapsed, if you'd lost all 5 of your kids and 3 of your spouses you'd understand this" I said as he shook his head.
"I do understand it because Sharon took away our 4 kids yet I don't abuse drugs again." He said as I shook my head. "You didn't have a traumatic childhood" I said as he grabbed me. "No but I know what it's like. Come on you gotta stop" He said as I sighed. I looked at my arm as I flinched. "Don't tell me you're using heroine again!" He said rolling up my sleeve as I looked away. "Nikki...god dammit!" He said putting my arm under the cold water as I flinched again.
"Look, I'm gonna help you but you gotta promise you'll let me" He said as I looked away. "Yeah, I'll try ok Oz?" I said as he smiled. "Thank you" He said rolling my sleeve back down as we headed out. "Baby! There you aree! Have you treid the champagne!? IT's really good!" Daniel slurred clearly very drunk as Ozzy laughed. "You have had way too much to drink. We're going home" He said holding onto him as he mouthed "Good luck" To me as I mouthed a thank you, waving goodbye to him.
"Hey we're heading home too. Thanks for the party Nikki" Vince said grabbing Max's arm as they left. Yeah, the afterparty was at my house because I decided that before I began abusing drugs again. "Bye guys" I said waving to Mick and Douglas as they left too, followed by Tommy and Iwan. "You need a ride home?" I said looking at Machine as he shook his head. "Nah man, was gonna stay the night here if that's fine with you" He said as I set the keys back in the bowl.
"Yeah sure whatever" I said starting to clean up as he helped. "Hey look, I can tell you're using drugs-" He said as I scoffed. "What's it to you?" I spat throwing away the trash. "Look, dude. Please" He said as I sighed. "Yeah I'm using." I said with a sigh as he frowned. "Is it because of-" He said as I stopped him. "Just shut up and fucking help me" I said as we finished cleaning up. "guest rooms there. Don't fucking bother me" I said going to my room as he sighed.
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