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Tears In Heaven ! Part Two ! (Nikki Sixx x Rikki Rockett)

~Part 2 to previous chapter. Some warning of alcohol but it gets better, a lot better towards the end~

~Nikki Sixx POV~

I grabbed the guitar as I tuned it a bit. "Would you know my name if I saw you in Heaven? Would it be the same if I saw you in Heaven? I must be strong and carry on cause I know I don't belong here in Heaven..." I started to sing as tears fell from my eyes. "Would you hold my hand if I saw you in Heaven? Would you help me stand if I saw you in Heaven? I'll find my way through night and day cause I know I just can't stay here in Heaven-" I sang as tears fell onto the guitar. 

"Time can bring you down, time can bend your knees, time can break your heart having you begging please. Begging please~ Beyond the door, there's peace I'm sure. And I know there'll be no more, tears in Heaven. Would you know my name if I saw you in Heaven? Would you be the same if I saw you in Heaven? I must be strong and carry on cause I know I don't belong here in Heaven...." I sang as I looked down at the wet spot on the bed from my tears as I sighed. 

I started to play again, "A hand above the water, an angel reachin' for the sky. Is it raining in Heaven? Do you want us to cry? And everywhere the broken-hearted on every lonely avenue. No-one could reach them, no-one but you. One by one, only the good die young. They're only flyin' too close to the sun, and life goes on without you..." I sang as more tears began to fall.

"Another tricky situation, I get to drownin' in the blues. And I find myself thinkin' well, what would you do? Yes, it was such an operation forever paying every due. Hell, you made a sensation you found a way through. One by one, only the good die young. They're only flyin' too close to the sun and we'll remember forever..."

"And now the party must be over I guess we'll never understand. The sense of your leaving was it the way it was planned? And so we grace another table, and raise our glasses one more time. There's a face at the window, and I ain't never, never sayin' goodbye and it's one by one, only the good die young. They're only flyin' too close to the sun, cryin for nothing. Cryin for no-one, no-one but you...." I sang as I hung my head low. 

"We all want to make a place in the world, we all want our voices to be heard. Everyone wants a chance with someone, we all have dreams we need to dream. Sweeter than any star you can reach. Is when you reach and find you found someone, you'll hold this world's most priceless thing. The greatest gift this life can bring, is when you look back and know you were loved..." I began to sing.

"You were loved by someone, touched by someone, held by someone, meant something to someone, loved somebody. Touched somebody's heart along the way, you can look back and say, hmm, you were loved yes you were, now~ You can have diamonds in your hands, have all the riches in the land, but without love you don't really have a thing~"

"When somebody cares that you're alive, when somebody trusts you with their life, that's when you know that that you have all you need. You hold this world's most priceless thing. The greatest gift this life can bring, is when you look back and know you were loved. You were loved by someone, touched by someone, held by someone, meant something to someone, loved somebody. Touched somebody's heart along the way, you can look back and say, hmm, you were loved~"

"So many roads that you can take, whatever way you go. Don't take that road alone, it's better you should know you are loved by someone, touched by someone, held by someone, meant something to someone, loved somebody. Touched somebody's heart along the way, you can look back and say, hmm, you did ok you were loved" I sang as I broke down sobbing hard. I wiped away my tears as I shook it off, I had one more song.

"There was a time when men were kind, when their voices were soft and their words inviting. There was a time when love was blind and the world was a song, and the song was exciting. There was a time, when it all went wrong...I dreamed a dream in time gone by, when hope was high and life worth living. I dreamed that love would never die, I dreamed that God would be forgiving..."

"Then I was young and afraid, and dreams were made and used and wasted...There was no ransom to be paid, no song unsung no wine untasted. But the tigers come at night, with their voices soft as thunder as they tear your hope apart....As they turn your dreams to shame~ You slept a summer by my side. You filled my days with endless wonder, you took my adulthood in your stride!"

"But you were gone when Autumn came...And still I dream you'll come to me, that we will live the years together. But there are dreams that cannot be, and there are storms we cannot weather...I had a dream life would be so different from this hell I'm living! So different now from what it seemed!" I sang getting up as I strode out the door. "Now life has killed that dream....I DREAM!" I sang loudly as I broke down crying.

"And now God...has killed the dream...." I sang softly as I curled up in a ball. "Nikki! Nikki!" I heard as I looked up weakly to see Rikki as he frowned. "I knew I'd find you here when I saw all your stuff was gone from your house-" He said helping me up as he helped me inside. "I was a bitch to you, why are you helping me" I spat, wiping away my tears and runny nose as he sighed. 

"I still love you" He said wiping the cut on my forehead as I looked at him as tears started to from again. "Hey hey, don't cry" He said pulling me in for a hug as I cried. "I miss him Rikki....I fucking miss him-" I said as he smiled. "Why are you fucking smiling!" I said pushing him away. "Nikki....I found out I'm pregnant shortly after Bastian passed..." He said as my eyes lit up.

"You think?" I said standing up as he smiled. "I think so" He said as I immediately kissed his stomach as he giggled. "I'm sorry-" I said as he kissed me deeply. "Baby, don't be. I get it, really I do~" He said as I held onto him tightly sighing. "What did I do to deserve you..." I said as he smiled. "Everything, absolutely everything, Nikki" He said as I cuddled him.

~9 months later. After the labor~

"Honey look, he looks just like Bastian did~" He said as I leaned over as my heart skipped a few beats. "He does..." I said as I immediately held him as he cooed at me. He really does...

~Tears In Heaven ! Part Two ! ~