Despite losing Ryoko, my life seemed a lot better.
My mate no longer seemed keen on getting too close with Elain and our relationship has improved greatly. I hated to admit it but for a while, I was concerned of Azriel and Elain's relationship. I feared they might get too close.
Thankfully, they did not. I should never have had to be worried but my mate made questionable choices regarding Elain and their relationship. I was fairly certain that Rhys had to put him in his place but at least it worked.
Everyone was a bit scared of Rhys. It was only reasonable considering that he was the most powerful High Lord in history.
You're more powerful than he is, a small voice whispered. You just haven't stepped all the way into your powers.
The last thought was what concerned me. If the power I used on the battlefield wasn't my full strength, what was? What was my limit? I hoped I wouldn't find out anytime soon.
Azriel snuck up behind me, wrapping his arms around my waist. "Morning, Moon."
"Morning, Az," I smiled, looking over my shoulder at him. "Did you sleep well?"
"I slept best with you next to me," he murmured, kissing my shoulder. "Making breakfast?"
"I got bored," I said. "Figured I might surprise you."
"Hmm," he hummed. "Looks delicious. But... not as delicious as what's in front of me."
"Tease," I snorted. "A shameless tease. That's what you are. I am making breakfast. You'll have to wait."
He chuckled, "Very well. Make breakfast."
***
By the time I finished breakfast, everyone had woken up.
I was glad to be spending time with my family again. The war had left scars on all of us, some more than others. But I always liked to believe that as long as we stuck together, nothing could hurt us. I glanced at my mate, sitting next to Cassian and smiled.
Elain sat on Cassian's other side and I had the distinct feeling that Cassian had sat between them on purpose. Cassian and I exchanged a glance. His eyes said he'd done it on purpose but his face betrayed nothing.
He absolutely did it on purpose Rhys' voice rang in my head.
Of course he did, I sent back. No surprise there.
Rhys' laughter filled my mind as I sat down next to Azriel to eat.
***
The closer it got to Solstice, the more at peace I felt.
Despite the chaos surrounding it, the Winter Solstice was easily my favorite holiday. Well, no, it isn't. Starfall is my favorite, however, Winter Solstice is my second favorite. Nonetheless, I always went all out on gifts.
Mor and I always went all out for our gifts. Unlike Mor, my gifts had taste. Mor buys bright, obnoxious gifts, while I buy simple, yet meaningful gifts. At least, I used to. Before my life went completely to shit.
Even so, I picked out the gifts with care and consideration. I knew exactly what each of my friends wanted, so I got them exactly that. Lucien's gift was a tad tricky because I didn't really know him that well and I wasn't entirely certain what he wanted. I went with the safe option of a dagger.
It always seemed to be the safest choice to buy a dagger or two. At least, you can't really go wrong with a dagger. I wasn't sure how much I spent on gifts but it was definitely more than I probably should have.
Oh, well. It was worth it.
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A Court of Smoke and Shadow
FanfictionAfter the events of A Court so Cruel and Lovely, Azriel and Selene seem to finally have the relationship they so desperately wanted. However, when Feyre's sisters Elain and Nesta are thrown into their midst and the truth of Selene's heritage comes o...
