The new season of heartstopper came out. I thought I could watch it and be okay. I thought enough time had passed that a work of fiction couldn't break me. But it did. I don't know if I'll ever be okay. I don't know how people just get over this. I don't know how to be okay.
They used to call us Nick and Charlie and I would laugh and say I must be Charlie. I used to make you so mad because I would call them Charlie and Nick, because alphabetically is the correct way.
