My Safe Heaven

Chp 16

August Alsina
Laying with my head tilted back on the headboard I blew smoke out my mouth , as my hooded eyes followed her around the room .. we had just got back from being at my mamas party , and she was getting ready to lay down , she hadn't muttered two words to me since earlier and I'd be lying if I said ain't care .. it was bothering me but I knew I played a huge part as to why she isn't , me and Ryan never really argued but after what took place earlier I seen a lot of that in our future .

One thing I will say is she wasn't a buster a lot of females would've let it all out , but she held her composure and got crystal together when she kept tryna be funny .. I was also surprised about her lying, she found out by reading the messages not from me which is shitty on my end , I just liked she ain't let a outsider into our inside shit .. aside from the folks we be around that see it first hand .

Laying down on the bed she turned her back toward me and pushed her body toward the far end , I watched her scroll on her phone .. feeling the sly smirk spread across my face I sat the roach in the ashtray and laid down next to her .. putting my arm across her waist I watched her jump off the bed and lay on the couch that sat in the room ..

Sitting up and rubbing both hands down my face .

"Aug don't cuss ha out cause you in da wrong she jus so fuckin stubborn." I coached myself "Baybeh."

Getting up and walking toward the couch I sat at the bottom and placed her feet on my lap.

"August leave me alone , damn go find you something safe to do." She spoke kicking my hand off her ankle

Licking my lips and pulling at my chin hair I watched her toot her nose to the side , her lil attitude wasn't moving me not even the slightest bit .. but the fact that she was upset with me hurt , I don't know what hold she had over me but she had one and that shit was scary.

"Big ass fucking head , full of lies and secrets skinny body bitch." She spoke sitting up

I was viewing her in a different light today which was amusing but annoying , which takes me back to what Nia said .. amusing because she just kept choosing violence and the little ribs was funny , but annoying because females just be annoying , it was weird tho seeing her in this state since she always was up beat .. I guess you could say she didn't rib often and she damn sure wasn't rude to me .

"Dats how you feelin?" I asked laughing at her

"August nothing about this is funny tho , I don't understand why you keep laughing like shit is funny ." She spoke looking at me "I'll do what them niggas didn't ."

I noticed when she was mad she got disrespectful so taking what I said earlier and add it onto that , this was definitely not the Ryan I met nor grew accustomed to which again I take full responsibility for .. meeting her under these circumstances but again I digress , I'd be lying if I said this shit wasn't a turn on ain't even know she could be mean , aside from that fight she had a couple of months back ..

"And what's dat?"

"I'll fuck your legs up for good , you fucking loser."

Standing to her feet she went to walk away but I grabbed her wrist and pulled her back down , smacking her teeth and pushing my hands I gripped her wrist into my hand and popped her lips with the other .

"Relax wit all dat actin Ryan , if you wanna talk like adults we can do dat but dis attitude ain wit it ma." I spoke looking at her "Nie wats da issue wassup?"

"August you acting like this is normal is the issue , I kept asking myself if we rushed into this and self use to say no , but now self is saying hell yea .. you knew you could've possibly had a child you should've said that , the baby was before me I couldn't be mad about that and still can't .. what I'm mad about is you keeping something like that from me , then got me looking a fucking ass whole time .. not to mention your in question baby mama gotta issue with me as if I fucked in her motherfucking bed." She spoke looking down at her hands