My Safe Heaven

Chp 34

Ryan Alsina
Picking up the ranch and cheese cup that sat on my stomach , I grabbed a meatball from the near by bowl and dipped it into the substance moaning out lowly .. I watched my feet twinkle before my eyes began to roll in pure bliss , I was on sky high food was already good , but being pregnant and eating food was definitely different .. it's like your taste buds vanished any and everything was good trust me on this .. yesterday I had sweat and sour sauce along side pizza,  stomach was fucked after but I was on could nine while eating it .

Chewing the rest of my food up I swallowed it letting out a low burp , opening my eyes I looked over at Joce and Odell who had their faces scrunched up ..scrunching my nose up I returned the same look their faces held .

"I just won't eat anymore." I spoke rolling my eyes

Pushing the meatballs toward the center of the bed I folded my arms across my chest and blinked vastly attempting to stop the tears that threatened to fall .

I was overly emotional being I was in my last trimester and was already over being pregnant , it was beautiful and I was blessed to had made it this far .. everything was smooth sailing and I'd do it all over again , only thing I wasn't prepared for was this .

I wasn't in tack with my emotions I hated it ,nonetheless I thanked God every day for giving me this opportunity .. I wasn't in no shape way or form being ungrateful .. I just didn't understand why I was a crabby crybaby while going through something so beautiful .

The weight gain , the swollen feet , the new excessive hunger .. the late nights the , gas everything about pregnancy was beautiful to me truly all except my emotions .

"Awe shit here we go." Odell spoke groaning

Being I was in my last trimester not to mention I was two centimeters dilated , August had everyone working like clockwork on days he had to be at the restaurant .

They all sat down and agreed on days and times to come sit with me and Ayden just to take that stress off August .

"You guys are so mean." I spoke as tears rolled down my face "I'm so sorry Im big and I'm fat and I'm nasty."

"Naw Ry you ain big or fat luv , Jus a lil nasty but dats okay." Joce spoke looking over at me

"Why would you say that to me." I spoke covering my face "I'm already in pain .. I have gas that won't come out when I push .. and my nipples won't stop leaking."

"Nigga." Odell spoke looking over at Joce

Hearing my phone sound off I reached out for it but stopped once a sharp cramp hit my back .. noticing the discomfort on my face Odell sat up and turned his attention on me completely .

"You good sis?" He asked grabbing my phone "it's August."

Nodding my head yes I bit my lip as the tears continued to fall , more now being I was in pain ..answering the FaceTime call I watched him prop the phone up while it still connected , before august came into the frame .

"Wats wrong wit ha , baybeh you okay maw ?" He asked now standing to his feet

Gripping Odell's held out hand I took hold of Joce and strained a little as they helped me up .

Feeling down my leg I realized instantly what the warm substance was .

"Fuck." I groaned out "My water broke , fuck." I spoke biting my lip

"Wat we pose to do , wat you want us to do?" Joce asked while rubbing my back

"Jus get ha to da hospital , i be dea waitin ." He spoke walking out his office "Take ha car , da bags 'nd seats are in dere already."