Time will always pass.
It's October now.
My laptop got fixed.
I got a job.
I'm going to be on my third week of work come Wednesday.
I have a night shift tomorrow but then I have two days off.
I've worked a full 40hrs.
It's hard and fast paced.
I cry a lot.
But it has good benefits and the people are so nice and understanding.
And it's nothing I can't handle.
Even just a bit ago I was ungrateful.
Rereading all my chapters in this book.
I was sleeping on the floor on a sleeping bag.
I have a full room of stuff.
And a bus pass.
And a job.
I got on the bus and off the bus (to work).
It's worth it (I hope).
I still cry.
I still struggle to sleep.
My Dr's appointment is this month.
I hope it goes well.
I need new shoes for work.
My feet hurt.
I'll buy new shoes.
I'll remain grateful.
I'm sorry it took me so long.
After a long call with my mom.
And an even longer call with my friend.
Everyone in the apartment is gone out.
It's just me.
I made mac & cheese.
I did the dishes.
I have work tomorrow.
I set out my clothes.
My water bottle is clean.
I need to shower.
I'll wake up and make coffee and eat breakfast.
Go to work and do my job, taking my breaks outside.
Go home by 8:30pm.
Might go to bed early and get up early on my next days off.
It will be fine.
I handle it.
I always do.
I always will.
The time always passes.
Things change.
I'm ready.
And even if I am not.
I will be.
Next year.
(I said that last year).
It'll be good.
I still haven't seen my mom.
I miss her.
It's been a year.
Hopefully for my 22nd birthday I'll see her.
Goodnight.
(man it's been a while since I posted!! Hi!! I have job now!!)
it'll be okay.
everything is okay.
i love you.
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