Diary of a broken kid

family

my relationship with my dad  had always been a bit strange . As a kid, i admired him . I wanted to be just like him . we used to hang out , watch football together and go to the beach  . but as i got  older , things changed . He  become colder , more distant and our relationship started to fracture . we  argued frequently , mostly about  my studies and my passion for writing . to him poetry was a  waste of time and to him i was a disappointment .His harsh words  left deep wounds in my shattered heart.
on the other hand , my mom was always my safe space , she  took good care of me , cook my favourite  meals  and even bought books for me . We have a really strong bond , she's one of the most kindest  people i know ,even though, i don't know a lot of people. she used to really put my heart at ease .
My relationship with my sister  is more complicated. some days , she enjoy talking to me , and other days she cant stand me  . i think it's because im our  mom's favourite . and that causes tension between us .  she's never been supportive of my poems , she calls it trash without even read it . i tried make peace  with her but she usually just kick me out from her room .
then there's ruby my dog ,she's a little bundle of joy that had amber eyes ,fluffy white and golden fur. Ruby came into my life on the advice of my therapist since i didn't have any friends   .Ruby  became  quickly my best friend. We go for walks , play in the garden and when things get rough , i talk to her . she is always there to cheer me up no matter what . it was an unconditional love .