Kirstie P.O.V.
I did many strange things in this party, and I'm pretty sure that I'll regret all of that, but in this moment, I'm feeling free.
Somehow, I'm dancing,provocatively, on top of a table, and this feels so good! I have all the eyes looking at me and I know that all the guys are wanting me now. So I get carried way,not carring about anything or anybody. It's so hot in here and I start unbutton my shirt, showing my black bra. I can hear the yelling from my little audience, it's so excitant!
When I'm in the high point of my 'show', I feel someone, wrapping his arms around my waist and dragging me out of the table. I don't want to get out! I was having fun! It's Avi. Again. He can't keep doing this.
"Let go of me, Avi!!" I shout at him. But he doesn't listen to me. I start to hit him very hard but it doesn't help.
"Please let go of me, Avi!"
"Shh..you're going home now."
He drags me in his shoulder until we're outside, then, he puts me in the floor. It's so cold here!
I just can't believe in this. Who the hell he think he is? I don't want go home!
I'm so mad at him that I start to push him and hit him very hard. But he takes my wrist, stopping me.
"Hey! Stop it! You'll freeze with this open shirt!" Then, he button up my shirt and puts on me my overcoat. I don't know how he could do this since I'm still hitting him.
"Stop doing this, Avi! I don't need your protection ok?? And I don't need you! and You're not my boyfriend, so don't treat me like if you were! Why are you doing this to me?? " I shout at him. Angry is all I can feel, as all as my conscious. A little bit at least. Maybe this super cold woke me up, or maybe, I was only lost in my emotions, addinting a few drinks, I got high. But I'm waking up of the transe.
He, that was trying to be calm all the time, now is shocked by my reaction.
"You don't need me?? really??" He shouts back. Now're yelling at each other.
"Yeah, Avi! Really!" I can see his face getting serious.
"I'm done here. I'm done of you, Kirstie."
"Why can't you just try not to be so protective with me all the time?? it's just too much ok?"
He looks at me, with a mix of angry and doubt. But he continues.
"Do you wanna know whay I react like this with you??" It sounds like a intimidation, but I keep the game.
"Yes, I do!" I look at him, serious.
He looks into my eyes and starts the discurse that I didn't expect at all.
"I love you, Kirstie! With all my heart ok? And it's so hard to see you lost like you are! It hurts me too you know?? Just for your knowing, I never thought having a chance with you. I just wanted to help you get out of this. But it's not fair I have to handle you kissing me, mainlessly, and kissing me again, and then, kiss a strange guy right in front of me! IT FUCKING HURTS! Like I said. I'm done.
Oh my gosh..
I can't move. I can't even blink. What is he saying? he loves me?? I don't get it...
When he is about to leave me there, he gets closer to me, and I can feel his breath in my face. He takes a little box from his coat.
"By the way, this is for you. It should be your Christmas gift. I won't keep this with me. So, it's yours.
I take the box from his hands, with mine shaking, without taking away my eyes of him.
My surprise is not over yet. When I look at his neck, I see one little thing, that makes me lose my mind. It's a gold chain, with a microphone shaped pendant. A particular scene cross my mind. My accident.
I'm still shaking, in shock, holding the box.
"Goodbye Kirstie." He turns around and leaves.
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Hey guys! This chapter was in my mind since the beginning, but I don't know if it exceeted your expetations..tell me what you're thinking about it, ok? I have now the rest of this story kind of done in my head. I only have to put it in words. And thanks for the reading!
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RomanceAvi and Kirstie are part of the same band. But he loves her, and suffers a lot because she already has a boyfriend. Even if he thinks that does not have a chance with her, he wants her to be happy with someone who will treat her like she deserves. I...
