unconditional love

Chapter 27- the bench

Avi P.O.V.

I want to try. I really want to get over it. But when I saw her today, and she was so pretty, like always, it made so hard to remember that I'm trying to forget her.

She was different today. She was blushing a lot, and I saw her staring at me for a moment.

And in the beginning, that little moment with the necklaces, I swear, I had to control myself to not kiss her right there. 

She seems to be shy around me now. It's obvious, since I told her about my feelings. It will be awkward for the next days. But at least, I think she is not mad at me.

"Where are you going, Avi?" Kevin sees my outfit.

"I'll take Nathaly for a dinner." And there's Nathaly. if wouldn't for Kirstie, I'm sure I would be almost in love by now. She is very adorable.

"Ok. Take care." He says it like a simply advice, but I know what he want to tell me. 

I don't want to hurt her feelings, so I'm going slowly. I don't want to rush things.

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Kirstie P.O.V.

It's been a week since we had our first meeting again. And I can't stop thinking about that name I saw in his screen. What if he has already with someone else? It will hurt a lot. It's jealous? My heart aches only with this image of him with some beautiful girl. 

Until now, I didn't have the courage to ask anyone about this, but I need to know if he is really seeing that girl. I have no clue. There's days that he is all smiles with me and in the other days he is very serious.

So, here I am, seeing him again. Blushing when he is close to me, talking so softly that my heart melts.

When the rehearsal is finished, I call for Kevin.

"Hey, I need to talk to you." He raises his eyebrow;

"Ok..it's about someone that I'm thinking?" He looks at Avi and then, at me.

"Shh..yeah, it's about him. I just need to know if..is he seeing some girl? Like, dating.." I stop breathing until he gives the answer.

"How did you know??" He stare at me wide-eyed.

Oh my gosh..it's true.

"It's some Nathaly, isn't it?"

"yeah...but..." he looks guilty for telling me that.

"It's ok Kevin. It's because yesterday I saw this girl calling him and he was talking to her like a man talks to his girlfriend, you know? So, I just thought.." I don't know what to think now. My eyes are filled with tears when I look at Avi, in the other side of the studio, distracted, on his phone again.

Kevin looks at me amiably when he sees that I'm about to cry.

"You want to know the truth? He has been with her just for a few days. Actually he is only trying to forget you. It's been hard for him." 

I wipe away the tears in my face. I'm so dumb. Of corse he would find some other girl. I have no right to be mad. And I can't do nothing about it. He loved me more than I deserve. And now it's over. I lost him.

"I know what you're thinking. And it's not over yet." 

"No Kevin, it's ok. Really." He couldn't believe in me. I'm still with my eyes filled with tears.

"Are you in love with him, don't you?" He asks already knowing the answer.

I nodd, staring my feets.