unconditional love

chapter 09- I choose you

AVI P.O.V.

The time has now come to the concert in L.A., where we live. We had decided that we'll sing some musics of the 'that's christmas to me' álbum and some musics of others albuns. But, the penultimate song will be one that Kirstie and Jeremy will sing together. I can't never even think about it right now, or I'll be unable to concentrate on the show.

I'm jealously of him so much, cause he can touch her, and kiss her, and have her. If he don't value her like he should, he is the most idiot alive on earth! I don't know why she still wants to sing with him. As far as I know, they were fighting and having bad moments for the last days ago. Maybe they  made peace with each other...just like I told her to do. Ugh!!

I try to concentrate on show, and the loving fans that will be there. The adrenaline running in my bood...it's amazing!

While we are on the way to the concert, Kevin says, very excited "oh man! I have a good feeling about this show! I think this will be special!" he always says that before a show. It's funny.

"Sure it will man. Always does." I say and we start to talk about it.

We arrive and soon after that, the trio join us.

When I see Kirstie, I want to know how she is, after the accident...

I walk to her, and when I'm really close I ask " hey, how are you feeling? I was worry about you..." my eyes gazes her forehead and I see a little wound on it. Instinctively, I lift my hand to touch it, but I stop in the air when I realize what I was about to do. This is getting out of control! So, I put my two hands into the pockets of my jeans.

"Eh..I'm fine now. It wasn't a big deal...and thanks for the flowers, Avi. They're beautiful." she smiles at me shyly.

"You're welcome. I'm glad you liked." I smile back, shyly as well.

"Too bad you couldn't go in the hospital with the guys. I missed you there..."
'Stop doing this to me Kirstie!

"Oh...eh...I really couldn't go. I'm sorry about that..." i say, leaning my face down.

"Don'worry AVI! That's OK! I know you care about me anyway." then she hugged me and I whisper in her ear " yes, I do care about you, Kirstie." she pulled me away and say " OK then." with that, she leaves.

We stay all together, focusing on show, when I head Scott asking to Kirstie " hey Kirstie, what about Jeremy? He should had come already."

"Yeah..he just texted to me right now telling that he's a little late, but he'll be here soon."

I see her concerned face and when she looks at me I give her a smile trying to encourage her.

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Half an hour later, we get on stage. We can hear the crowd screaming a lot! And we start our big night.

Everything was going well. Then, it's time to Kirstie and Jeremy have their moment.

When the song ' i need your love is finished, Kevin, Mitch, Scott and I leave the stage, letting her alone, waiting for Jeremy. He was supposed to be on backstage, waiting for the signal. But he wasn't there.

About 3 minuts has passed, and nothing. The crowd, before screaming, now is quiet, without understanding what is going on.

I can just look at her. She's trying to be strong, but I can see that she is desperately.

I look around and no sigh of Jeremy. I cannot take this anymore.

I don't know what was going through my mind. I just couldn't see her like that. So, I reach for my stuff and grab my guitar. A few seconds later, I'm getting on stage slowly, looking at her. I start to play the same song she and Jeremy plainned to sing. She first looked at me confused, but then, she realized that he is not coming.