unconditional love

chapter 1 - love hurts

Avi P.O.V

Not all people find their true love, and I feel sorry for anyone who did not. I must confess that one of my biggest fears was spend my whole life looking for that love, and shall not find. But all that has changed when i discovered what was the love and what it does to us, it changes us. What I feel for her, I never felt by anyone, just by her...the beautiful Kirstie.

I don't know exactly when I fell in love. I only started to pay more attention on her. That girl that I met when our band was formed for the sing-off, matured and became a beautiful woman. She is sweet, kind, always pleasant with all, and she has that innocent smile that makes me melt all inside. In addition, she is very talented and so gorgeous! Well, for me she is perfect.

I wanted so much that she was mine, so I could take care of her and make her happy. However, she is already to another person...Jeremy, her boyfriend. It hurts my heart every day. I don't know what I do. I ended up accepting the idea that I'll never have her, and I will see her with another guy. The pain that I feel in my heart because it has already become familiar. But in spite of suffering so much for it, I just want to see her happy. So, if she is happy, I have to accept. I love her...unconditionally.

Kirstie P.O.V.

The alarm clock rang several times until I finally wake up. I look to the side and I see Jeremy sleeping deeply. When we started dating, we quickly fell in love with each other and decided that it would be better we live in the same apartment. After all, we were excited and wanted spend the whole time together! We are dating for a little more than a year. He is a fun guy, which makes me happy. He encourages me and never ceases to amaze me. I am still in love with him. However, I can not say if he still feels the same about me. Lately he has acted in a strange way. Sometimes it seems that he lost interest in me. Or maybe, this is just a phase. Anyway, I have lost nights without sleep over the past few days because of this. And now, i'm looking like a zumbi.

I do a small caress on his hair for not to wake him and I'm going to the bathroom. When I look in the mirror I feel sorry for myself. My eyes are dark shadows deep, and my hair is a mess! I take a short bath because I am already late.

My band, PTX, is doing videos for some songs from our new album for Christmas, and today we'll be recording a video for the music major, "That's christmas to me". I love this song! So, I got changed fast and put in a bag the clothes that I am going to use and the makeup. Mitch always helps me with makeup. I got the key of the car, I had a peek at Jeremy again, and left home.