unconditional love

Chapter 15- back home

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Kirstie P.O.V.

It's fridey and we just finished our rehearsal. I'm trying very hard moving way those thoughts about Avi. I'm just frustated, and feeling alone. With all his kindness, I was caught in the moment. That's all.

I call for Scott and Mitch. "Hey guys, I was thinking...since I'm much better, I want going back to my place. What do you think?" It's funny how I have all this guys like my fathers or my old brothers, cause I always ask for their permission for anything that I want to do.

"That's great sweetie! I'm gad that you're better. how is going in Avi and Kevin's house?" Scott asked.

"It's great! They were so nice with me. They both took care of me very well!" But, I miss my apartment, and my mess.." I laugh a little.

"So, if you're ready to do this, we can go with you. Like, today??" Mitch is excited about it. they were very worried about me in these last days.

"hum..I need to pick up my stuff first, so, tomorrow?" 

Scott gives me a big smile and add. "OK, I know what we can do! What about all of us going shopping tomorrow in the mall? Well, I think we have to buy the presents for christmas right? So, we buy everything together, then, We leave you in your place. What do you think?"

"Actually Scott, you have a point! I do need to buy the rest of the presents. It's a plan!"

"Great! we'll have fun!" Mitch is all exciment at this point.

"I'll tell the guys, ok?"

A couple mintues latter, everything is resolved. We're going to the mall tomorrow and then I'll leave Avi and Kevin's place.

I leave the studio with Avi and Kevin. 

I decide that I should do the dinner tonight, as a way of thanking them for everything. So I go straight to the kitchen and think what I'll cook. Avi offers help, but I push him away. Even though he is a great cooker, and he really would help, I want to do this by myself.

The boys are in the living room, talking, but I can't listen to them, so I focus in what I'm doing. It's getting very good! Well, the  smell is good, at least.

Avi P.O.V

"Kevin, I swear. I'm fine." I look directly in his eyes, trying to convince him.

"Oh Kaplan, you can't lie to me, remember? I know that the woman you love and our best friend,  is here about a week and now she is cooking our dinner. I Won't judge you, if you're freanking out, ok? Just let me know if you are, so I can help you somehow..." He is really concerned with me.

What the point in liyng to him? He is my best friend and I can trust him. "ok...I'm freaking out a little bit. This feeling doesn't go away. Actually, it's going bigger. This hole week was insane. I want so badly take her in a date, hold her hands, kiss her, but I know that this possibility doesn't exist, and it's driving me crazy..."

"Do you think she found out?"

"I hope not." I desperatly hope not!

"Ok, this is what you'll do in your vacation. You'll find some girl, and you'll go out with her. You should see other women! Give yourself a shot! who knows, right?"

"I don't promise you, but I'll try. For our sake."

"Good. I'm in your side, always."

"I know man."

Kirstie P.O.V.

"Are you ready guys? Let's eat!" we are set at the table. Like every night in this week. I'll miss this place.

"I know I told you many times, but I'll tell you again. Thank you so much for everthing. I'm so much better now and it's cause of you guys, I even know how I can thank enough."

Kevin says a lot of things about how they appreciate that and how I'm always wellcome. Avi says that it was a pleasure and squeezes my hand. I feel a little shock when his soft and warm hand touchs mine.

We chatted a little about the presents we'll buy tomorrow. Avi tells that he want to buy a really nice gift for her mom and for Esther. I admire him so much for the man that he is. He loves his family and the way he talks about his mom, is so touching. She must be so proud of him!

When I'm organizing my bag in the room, he come in.

"Hey, hum, I just want to know if you need help." 

"Don't worry. It's almost done. I'm going to sleep now."

"Sure. It was great to have you here, Kirstie. You can come here anytime again." He is smiling.

"Maybe when I broke with my next boyfriend, right?" I start to laugh but I supose that it was not funny.

He moves in my direction and give me a tight hug. I like his huggs too. It's so comfy. 

"Good night Kirstie." He plants a kiss in my forehead and leaves. I'm getting used to his touchs. Like, when he gives me huggs and kisses in my forehead. It has happened many times lately. 

But now, I had a strange feeling, I wanted that he really had kissed me, I mean, not in my forehead..I'm a little scared about that.