unconditional love

Chapter 22- the letter

Avi P.O.V.

There's something I can do about it. It will not fix everything, but will make her understand my behavior from last night. If I'm lucky enough to get her forgiveness, I'd be very happy. It's all I can ask for now.

So, I find a pen and a paper and start to write a letter. Since I'm not ready to meet her, it'll help.

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Kirstie P.O.V.

"Kirstie! Wake up!" I hear voices calling my name. When I open my eyes, I see Scott and Mitch standing beside my bed.

"What's wrong?" I ask a little confused. They look at each other, and then, at me.

Mitch sits on the edge of the bed. "We are the ones who want to know what's wrong. Do you remember last night?" he asks.

I freeze in my place, now, reminding each detail that I tried so hard to forget so I could sleep.

"Well, by your face, I can tell you remember. And it's something about Avi, right? Cause you were yelling his name many times all night long, until now." Scott has a serious expression.

"How do you know that it was all night?" I ask, trying to change the subject.

"Nice try. You asked us to spend the night here with you. You were miserable yestarday, crying a lot, but you refused to talk about what happened. " Mitch gets a little inpacient. I can see he is very curious.

"Guys, I will tell you, but I need to take a shower first."

I reach the bathroom, and when I take off my shirt, I see the necklace. My heart beats fast and I have to breath slowly. It's the first time that I really  see this. Avi gave me a such beautiful gift. I take the pendant in my fingers. It's so delicate...

When I get the room again. They are sitting on the bed, and I take a sit too.

I wrap a pillow, while I start to talk.

"Well, to start all the thing, in this week, I kind of..kissed Avi, and he rejected me..." I hear the gasps.

"What??" Mitch yells. "But..how.."

"It's not over Mitch. It gets worse." I continue. "And yesterday, in that party, I was pretty high, and kissed him again, then, when I was dancing and well, stripping my shirt, he took me and leaded me to outside of the club. I was so mad at him, and Jeremy, and so frustated! So I started to push him and yell at him!" I can feel tears running by my face again. I need to breath.

"Ok sweetie, calm down.." Scott squeezes my hand. But I need to put it off.

'We suddenly were fighting and I said that I didn't need him and he wasn't my boyfriend. An then.."

My eyes are staring the wall.

"He said he loves me and that I was  hurting him..and that he was done with me. He was so mad! But when he was about to leave, he handled me this necklace. He said It was a Christmas gift, so I could keep it."I look to them and they are shocked, as much as I was yesterday. "Well, it was basically what happended.."

"So, he told you. I didn't think he could." Scott says, thoughtful.

"Did you know about this??" I ask with anger in my voice.

"Kind of.." 

"What???? What is going on in here??" Mitch asks. "How do you now, Scott? He said it to you?"

"Hum..I was suspecious. So, remember, Kirstie, when we were at that mall, shopping for christmas and you decided to by some clothes?" 

"Yeah..?" I'm confused.