unconditional love

chapter 5- in love

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Hey everyone!! So, I have one little confession to make.

I'm not american. I'm from Brazil! O.o

I have almost all this story finished and the rest is already in my mind! Rsrs

How it works: I write in portuguese, just to keep my inspiration. Then, I start to translate all of the work. That's why it takes me time to update.

So, if any of you see anything written in a wrong way, please tell me, and teach the right way!

Why I'm updating in english, instead of portuguese? 2 reasons:

1- there's no many kavi shippers in here! I guess..:)

2- I want to develop my english.

That's it my friends! Check bellow the continuation!

And please vote and comment!

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One week has passed since I told Kevin about my feelings. And in these days, we had met the band for interviews, rehearsal, concerts and this stuff. He has been a great friend. He keeped my secret for himself and never mention this, just like I asked. Besides, there's not to much he can do for me. The girl I love has a boyfriend, and she is my bandmate. That's why I don't think that having a romantic relacionship with her could be a good ideia. Even if she was single.Can it get worse??

So, the only way is just get over myself. Get over her and my feelings...

But I don't think it's possible for now...I don't know if one day I'll really, really get over this. She is my true love. That's all.

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So, backing to reality. Today we're going to shoot the last video for christmas. After this, we'll spend the last few days of the year making performances and interviews. And of course, we'll have ten days off to spend with family. I'm really excited about it. I love my life now and I always wanted to have a sucessful career, but when I'm with my family, my heart gets fuller. And right now, I need them more than ever!

So, me and Kevin got into the studio before the trio and we just start to prepare ourselves. He with his beatbox, me with my bass, making what we like the must. While we stay there, making music, I find myself thinking about Kirstie. How she'll be? Beautiful, of course, but, will she be with good mood? Happy? Cause recently, I guess something has bothered her, and I've no idea what it is...

When I start to reflect about what could be the problem with her, she passed through the door and entered the studio.

I was short of breath. She has a natural beauty that makes her always so beautiful, even without any effort!

"Good morning Avi! Good morning Kevin!" she looks around and asks "The boys didn't arrive yet?"

"No, they didn't." And that's all I say. Stupid, I know.

She nodds and moves roward the dressing room. But I call her. She looks at me.

"Do you want some help? I know Mitch always helps you to get dressed. Well, if you need some, just call us, Ok?"

"Oh, thanks Avi! Maybe I'll need some help, but don't worry, I'll call you if I do."

"OK" I smile at her and she retorns the smile before she turn around and enters the dressing room.

'You're such a idiot!' I talk to myself. I even can held my feelings when she is next to me! She probably thinks that I'm a retarded.

Today she looks a little..unhappy. Or maybe, it's just a mistaken thinking.

"Hey man, come here! I want to show you a new arrangement for our next song!" Kevin yelled at me.

So, we were there, entertained with the new arrangement, when Kirstie yells.

"Hey guys, Someone can come over here and help me, please?"

Kevin looks at me with a smirk and says " You can go!"

So, I move toward the dressing room. When I get there, again, my breath stopped. She was stunning with a short black dress and a light makeup, which match her.

She looked at me and blushed a little when she asked:

"I can't zipp on my dress... Can you do this, please?"

And she turn around letting her back turned to me.

"Sure." I say with a broke voice.

The zipper begin from her waist and goes at her neck, exposing her skin under the dress.

She really knows how tease me!!

I have to fight against the urge to run my fingers on her back and feel the softness of her skin.

I gulped, pressed one hand on her waist and closed up the zipper with the other hand.

She turns around, looking at me and thanks me.

"Anytime." I say, and leave the room...completely in love.