unconditional love

Chapter 28- declarations

Kirstie P.O.V.

I decided that would be better if I keep some distance from him. It'll be better for me and for the band.

I got used to stare at him during our rehersals, and I see him looking at me too many times. It's like a game. A dangerous game. When we have interviews, we usually sit side by side. And in that situacion, I can cleary feel the sparks between us. We're not talking so much anymore, but we're always around each other, but without speaking with each other. I'ts my faltt since I am the one who is making this distance. 

How could I be normal with him, knowing he is with her? I can't even believe that it's been almost 2months they're dating. In this point, It must be very serious. He rarely takes her to our meetings, so, I don't see them together so much, but when I do, I can feel literally pain in my heart. Cause I remember that day, when he said he loved me, and that lettler..all those signals..If only I could be back in that time...now he is kissing her, instead of kissing me..and making love with her..I wince with this image. 

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Avi P.O.V.

Today, we're going to Texas for one concert, so we all meet in the airport for the flight.

I'm excited about it, but my head is in anothe place. Nathaly and just just broke up. Actually she broke up with me. I should be sad, but I'm not. She was right about her reasons. And if I were in her place, I would broke up too. 

What if I say to her that I'm not with Nathaly anymore? to soon for that...I should wait until I have sure if she changed her mind about me.

I'll wait. That's it. I'll try to concentrate in this concert now.

We get the hotel and we have not much time until the show. Kevin and I go to our room, because we always share the same room in hotels. And I think I should tell him about Nathaly.

So, when we enter the room and relax a little, I tell him about the brake up.

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Kirstie P.O.V.

I'm in my room, taking a nap, cause I'm tired from the trip. I hear a knock.

"Come on in!" Ugh..I was almost sleeping...

"Oh..Kevin..hey. something wrong?" I ask confused. He only comes to my room when he needs talk to me.

"Hey..hum..I have I thing to say to you. I don't know if your're still interested, but, the thing is. Avi just told me now that He and Nathaly broke up. They are not together anymore.".

I'm shocked, and happy at the same time. My heart beats fast.

"What?? But why? What happened?? Tell me Kevin!" I'm almost jumpimg.

You should find out for yourself. And one tip. If you are still in love with him, you should make a move.." He is smiling at me. Of course he knows I'm still in love with Avi.

"You didn't tell him right? about my feelings.."

"I didn't. You asked to not tell him remember?"

"Thank you. And I'll think about what should I do." My mind is already full of emotions and possibilitys.

"Great. I tought you should know this, ok? I'm going now."

"Thanks Kevin!" And he leaves.

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I'm waisting my time, trying to sleep. How could I? The concert is in 2 hours and I don't know what to do. Should I wait for another day? i need to do something. I can't wait until he finds another woman.

I know exactly what I'm going to to.

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I'm ready for the show. I got ready a couple minutes before, because I have a issue to get done.

So, I get out my room and take the elevator. My heart is beating fast. 

When it's closer, I feel my corouge going away, but I need to do this.

I reach his door. And I knock. It's Kevin who open it. When he sees me, he gives a big smile

"I'm glad you came. I'll be in Scott and Mitch's room." He whispers.

"Hey Avi, I'll be in Scott and Mitch's room ok?" He yells at him.

"Ok. see you on stage, bro!" I hear his voice.

" He is almost ready, but you can come in." He leaves and I enter the room, shyly, like if I'm a intruse. So I wait, standing upright, until he gets out of the bathroom. 

"Oh! hey Kirstie. I didn't know you were here." He is in the other side of the room, and he seems shocked with my presence. He is so handsome now. his hair is still wet and his shirt is open. 

He is frozen in his place, so, I guess I'll have to start.

"Did you and Nathaly broke up? It's true?" I feel the tension between us.

He thinks before answer.

"Yes, it's true. Yesterday." It's only what he says. But we keep our eyes linked in each other.

I nodd. I think I'm having a little heart attack.

"Why? What happened?" My eyes still gazing his.

"I.." He open his mouth but closes again.

I wait.

"She thinks that I love you." I gasp.

"And, it's true? Do you still love me, Avi?" I stop breathing.

This is that moment when It looks like the time stops for a moment, until something big happens.

"Yes...never stopped." I'm still looking at him, but I feel my face blushing.

But he don't move at all. He is still in the other side of the room. And I don't know what to say.

There's one thing I want to do so much. And this gap between us is very big. I run toward him and clash my lips on his lips.

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Avi P.O.V.

Everything happened like in slow motion. I admited I still love her, and suddenly she is kissing me. 

I wrap my arms around her, and I kiss her back, never wanting stop. I still didn't understand what just happened. But she lift her head, and looks at my eyes. "I love you too."

Now, I'm the happiest man in the world. This was my sweetest dream, and it became true.

I don't resist and go further with the kiss. I want her so much!

When I'm about to lose my strengh, I know it's time to stop, before we could do something that it's not in the time yet. So, I start to slow the kiss and I lean my forehead in hers, and whispper. "I love you so much, Kirstie." "Good." And she smiles at me.

"But now, we have a concert right?" I ask stroking her hair.

"Yeah, we have." I hug her in my arms not believing that this is happening.

And I think this will be the best concert ever.

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And It's not over yet!

Kisses