unconditional love

chapter 10- brake up

Kirstie P.O.V

"What a show huh??" Mitch hugs me by my side, as soon we got out the stage.

"Yeah! Pretty crazy!" I say excited.

"And you and Avi singing...what was that? Such..I can't even discribe! Was unbelievable! And I can swear that he was hipnotized by you. He didn't take his eyes from you for not a second of the song! Well, what can I say? You're a queen my friend!" he elbowed my arm and gave me a smirk.

"You're so stupid!" I elbow his arm back.

That's Mitch. He says what he thinks, even it is an absurd.

I was looking for my stuff when I see Avi sitting in a chair, quietly tuning his guitar. Suddenly I feel deeply in my chest something like fondness and thankfulness. He is always there for me. And a really good friend. He is a good person. That's it. This misteryous girl that he loves, has no idea what she is letting go. How can she prefer be with someone else, knowing that he loves her?

I come back to reality and realize that I'm staring him. But, when I'm turning my eyes to another direction, it's too late. I hear he calling me.

" kirstie..." I look at him again.

"Hey, what is it?" I say, with a visible embarrassment.

"Sit here for a minute please?"

"Sure" I take a seat next to him and he lay down his guitar on the floor.

"Are you ok? I'm sorry about what happened." he looks at me with concerned eyes.

"Hey, don't worry about it. Thank goodness you were there for me! Or I would probably look like a idiot!" I say with a smile, trying to be confident.

"Well, I couldn't see you like that, so I just wanted to help you." he look deeply in my eyes.

I smile and squeeze his hand "thank you Avi. You did help me."

" Anytime." and he pull me in for his embrace.

"I have to go now. Bye Avi"

"Bye Kirstie."

*******

Scott and Mitch were waiting for me outside. I had asked them for a drive, since Jeremy didn't show up.

"Guys, what's wrong with Jeremy? Why he did this to you?? I just want to kick his ass right now! Thank goodness for Avi and his guitar!" Scott says while he is driving his car with me and Mitch.

"I really don't know what happened. I thought we were fine again. I..." before I finish the sentence, I read a text from Jeremy in my phone.

' babe, I'm sorry, but I won't get in the show in time. Sorry.'

"WHAT?? Now that's enough!" I yell

"What??" Mitch and Scott yell back.

I show them the text.

"Guys, just let me home. I NEED to talk to him, tonight!"

"Whatever you want, seweetie, but don't let him treat you like this anymore! Be strong!" scott says.

When Scott parks the car, I plant a kiss on their cheeks and they make me promise that I will tell them everything about the conversation.

"I will! Don't worry! Wish me luck!" and I get out of the car.

*****

When I get home, I don't see Jeremy anywhere, but then, I listen the sound of the shower turned on.

'Well, he's in home at least.'

So, I go toward our room to put my stuff in there. I take off my shoes, cause they're killing me! It's so hard to make a show with heels! And I start to think in what I'm going to tell Jeremy. I sit in my bed and just stay there, thinking about everything, when I see Jeremy's phone on the nightstand. I want to distract, so I grab the phone. I don't know exactly what I'm looking for. I look for the pictures. There's a planty of them. The last one was in his concert. Then, i realize that he don't have much pictures of us. Now I'm a little upset, so I turn off the phone. But, I found myself full of curiosity. I turn on again and now I'm looking for his messages.

I'm struck by something. There's a text from a girl named Zoe. I even know any Zoe. He didn't see the text yet. I click on it.
'Hey handsome! Today was great! When I'll see you again? Huh, I forgot my underwear in your place. So, you could take care of this before she can see it. Kiss. Kiss. Zoe'

I stop breathing. What the hell...????

I can't believe!

'Breath Kirstie, breath! You need to calm down!' I advert myself.

It means that..Jeremy cheated on me??

How could he?? For how long??

I begin to search for the missed underwear. It have to be in somewhere!

When I was about to gige up, I got the couch on the living room and I run my hands on it. There it is!

I stand up with a tiny red panty in my hands in the same time as he get out the bathroom and see me.

At first, he stood in shock, with wide open eyes. And I glared at him.

Then he was desperate...

"Kirstie, calm down, it's not what you're thinking!"

I throw him his phone. So, he can read the same text I read before.

He was loosing his strength at this point.

"Did you cheat on me?" i ask, angryly.

He couldn't deny. All the evidence was there.

"Babe...I'm sorry! I was weak! It was meanless..I should't do this...I'm so so sorry!" he was crying.

"Shut up now! I don't want to know!" I'm yelling. " I'm going to some place right now, and when I come back, I don't want to see you here. Did you understand??" I look at him now with a sad face. " how could you?"

I don't wait for his answer. I go to my room and grab some stuff for spend the night out and leave, slamming the door.

Now I'm crying my eyes out while I get on the sidewalk. Where I should go now? The first place Jeremy would look for me is Mitch's and Scott's apartament.

When I get in a cab, I'm still shaking and I hand the driver a paper with a adress.

Why??? Why he did this to me??

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So, a short and sad chapter. But today was a lazy day, and I wanted to update again...