Don't be swayed, Damarah! You saw the two of them! At the restaurant. At the elevator. Of a damn hotel!
Ano'ng pruweba pa ang kailangan mo para maniwala ka na di siya para sayo?
Whatever game you're playing Anton, di ako magpapatalo sa'yo. Let me play the clueless wife for now.
"I'm sorry kung di ako nakapagpaalam." Dahan-dahan kong binawi ang kamay ko sa pagkakahawak nito.
"It's okay. Napasobra din yata ang reaksyon ko."
Sinunod-sunod ko ulit ang pag-inom ng alak. May gustung-gusto akong itanong rito ngunit kailangan ko pa ng karagdagang lakas ng loob.
"Hey, you're drinking too much. That's enough, Damarah. Lasing ka na." Pigil nito sa akin at inilayo ang bote.
"No! Give it back to me!" Marahas kong kinuha ulit ang bote mula rito. Nagbuhos muli ako sa baso at inisang lagok iyon.
Halos di ko na maibuka ang mga mata ko sa sobrang kalasingan. But once and for all, I have to ask this one thing!
Humugot ako ng lakas ng loob at huminga nang malalim bago nagsalita.
"Could you be honest with me?" I tried to be as calm as possible. "If that woman you have feelings for finally accepts you and the whole marriage thing, would you pursue her?"
There I said it. I have to know what Anton feels about his woman!
Napatigil ito. Hindi agad naka-imik.
"I was not expecting you'd ask that to me." His eyes went from disbelief and then to a soft stare. "Well, I'm always trying to pursue, it's just that..."
He heaved a deep sigh.
"You're married to me, is that it?" Putol ko rito.
We're both aware that it's stated in our contract that we're not allowed to have someone else outside our marriage.
"Huh? No. That was actually not the problem."
What?! He's not seeing our marriage as a problem for him to pursue Claire? Kaya pala malakas ang loob makipagkita sa hotel!
"Right now, I'm taking things slowly. The last time I opened that idea, it didn't go well. Should I do it?"
Matiim itong nakatitig sa akin. Hinihintay ang magiging reaksyon ko.
I guess he can do it now lalo na't buo na ngayon ang loob ni Claire. Mas malaki na ang tsansa na magkatuluyan sila.
Tama lang na umalis na ako sa mga buhay nila.
"Maybe it's time for you to get serious about it. You're free to do it." Sambit ko kahit na gusto kong umiyak ulit.
I'm letting you go, Anton.
"Do you really mean it?" Tumayo ito sa pagkakaupo sa counter stool at lumapit sa akin. Hinila ako nito patayo at hinapit ako sa baywang.
"Y-yes?" I just told him that he's free to pursue his woman. Why is he still acting like this to me?
What a flirt!
"Is it really okay to you now?" Isang mabining ngiti ang namutawi sa labi nito.
Nanigurado pa talaga na pwede niyang i-pursue si Claire kahit na kasal pa kami.
"Yes, I just told you!" Pinilit kong kumalas dito.
"Honey, hindi mo naman ito sinasabi lang dahil naka-inom ka ngayon, right?" His smile widened.
Wow, ang saya ah.
"No, it's not. Let me go, please." Pinilit kong kumawala rito ngunit lalo lang nitong hinigpitan ang pagkakahapit sa akin.
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