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Chapter 8: Minyoung

⚠️Trigger Warning: Abuse and Violence⚠️
Read at your own risk.

Go Minyoung's POV

"Please stay?" I mustered up all the courage in my body to ask that while he was putting his clothes back on.

I was on the bed, the thick white sheets covering and warming my body. He's about to leave me alone in this penthouse again with all the luxuries I need. But I don't want them now. I want him to stay with me.

"Are you trying to be funny?" He coldly asked, scoffing a breath and smirking amusedly at my words.

"Sorry. I was just hoping that maybe you'll consider it as a reward. After all, haven't I been good to you, Sir?"

"I already bought you flowers and took you to a movie." He raised a brow at me as he buttoned his shirt. "I took you out on a romantic date as a reward. Isn't that enough? Or are you beginning to forget your place again?" His eyes became firmer and colder as they stared at me.

My throat began to hurt as warm tears formed in the corners of my eyes. He did take me out on a romantic date for the first time, and that made me think that maybe, he was seeing me as a woman than just a girl he summons in this penthouse and fucks whenever he pleases. He never took me out once, and it surprised me that he considered my request.

I guess I'm wrong. I should have known better. This isn't the first time he's reminded me of who I was in his life. To him, I'm just a sex slave he'd meet and fuck in exchange for giving me his riches. That was once all I wanted from him.

But how could I not fall to such a gentleman who likes to compliment my eyes, my voice, and my presence whenever we make love, or rather, fuck? How can I not fall for him when he's been so considerate despite our contract? How can I not be so fond of him when he listens to me?

How can I not fall in love with you, Kim Seokjin?

"Goddamn, Minyoung. Did I not tell you not to fall in love with me?" He laughed, and that crushed my broken heart even more. As my heart burst into pieces, my emotions did the same.

I sat up, still hugging the blanket that covered my body that he had just kissed and owned. "What's so funny about my feelings, huh?"

He sighed as he pinched the bridge of his nose. "You're just like them." He laughed again, shaking his head. "I'm not having this conversation with you when you knew I could not see you more than you wished me to before we began all of this. Our deal is over. I hope never to see you again, Minyoung."

"Why?!" I cried. "What's so wrong about me that you cannot find yourself to see me more than just the woman you fuck?!"

"You're asking that? When I know all you want from me is my money, how can I know? Isn't that why we're here?"

"But I've changed. I want you! I love you! Can't you want me back? Even after all those nights that we shared? Didn't you even feel something?" It's impossible that he didn't, did he? Only a heartless man cannot feel anything despite everything that happened between us.

"Stop being ridiculous. A gold digger like you will always be one."

His words hurt me, and I began to feel so low of myself that I did not hesitate to throw him the pillow I did not even realize I was already holding. He managed to dodge the pillow.