MEMORIES WE CAN'T FORGET

CHAPTER 18

First kiss

A few hours left, but I still can't concentrate on our discussion, because I was shocked when someone pushed me so I could hug Alvrighte, but it suddenly ended up by kissing him as he turned his face on me when Ivan called his name. my face also turned red because he got my first kiss unexpectedly, and I can still feel that my face was blushing rn.

His face is like a round in my head while it’s twirling, and I can't stay here like this, I can't be here like I am imagining that we are both floating on the earth’s surface. 

Tarantado kasing mga tao to dito eh.

I didn't understand anything about the whole topic this morning, just now when our AP teacher discussed it, I felt like I was back in grade 8, traveling around the world without any plane.

“ Hoy, wala ba kayong balak na kumaing dalawa?“ Rinig kong tanong ng mga kaklase namin, sabay sabay ito at halatang pinag handaan ang mag bilang. Kainin ko kaya ang kahihiyan niyu?!
Hindi ko padin kasi nauubos ang pagkain ko, halos nga ata ay naka dalawa palang akong subo nito.

Tinignan ko ng pasimple si Alvrighte at iniiwas agad ito nang makitang nasa saakin pala naka tingin ang mga mata ng lalaki, nagulat ako do’n, ano kayang nasa utak niya ngayon, is he happy because he is my first kiss? Napaka unexpected, and I can't move on.

Iniligpit ko ang aking baonan “ Tapos na akong kumain.“ I whispered and stood up, it felt awkward with them also with him, they are always teasing us and makes me remember about that kiss, bwst. I am angry with that crazy Ivan, and I’m also shy right now to Alvrighte.

“ Hey, i’m sorry.“ Rinig ko ang boses ni Alvrighte habang nag lalakad ako, pero hindi ko naintindihan ang sinabi nito. Mas binilisan ko na lamang ang paghahakbang ko habang naka duko, is this real? He was chasing me? Ayuko na, nakakahiya. And for what? To say sorry? Dapat lang, kasalanan niya kaya ’yun, sana eh hindi na siya tumingin kay Ivan para hindi ko siya nahalikan.

I was shocked when he held my hand so, I pushed him immediately, nakakahiyang may makakitang isa sa mga kaklase namin na hinahawak niya ang kamay ko. 

“ I’m sorry, it's not my intention to make you angry, and ki—“ I immediately covered his mouth using my two hands.

Tinignan ko ang lalaki ng masama at pinandilatan ito ng mga mata.

“ ’Wag na ’wag kang babanggit ng kahit isang salita o letra na maririnig ko sa bibig mo if you don't want me to get rid of your teeth!“ Nanggigigil kong ani, paano ba naman ay masiyado siyang maingay, malakas-lakas pa naman ang boses niya nang banggitin niya ito. Kahit na sabihin kong kinilig ako sa nangyari, but I was too shy, balak ko pa namang ibigay ang first kiss ko sa magiging asawa ko, just for him. Is this a sign for being with him until the end? Nako, hindi pa naman ako himihingi ng sign, masiyado na akong binibigyan ng sign (baka siya humingi na).

Nag lakad ako na parang hindi naka sunod ang lalaki, I am not comfortable being with him right now. Nilibot ko ang buong campus ng hindi nag aalinlangan kahit na mainit at wala akong payong, just to avoid him. Pero ang lakas din nga naman ng balat niya, halos kasi habang nag lalakad kami ay naka sunod lang siya kaya mas lalo kong binibilisan ang mga yapak ko, paano ba naman eh naka tingin ang mga tao.

“ Oi! Alvrighte!“ Napa lingon ako nang tawagin ng isang lalaki ang pangalan ni Alvrighte.

“ What?“ He responded.

“ Nag tatampo?“ Rinig kong tanong nito kaya kumonot ang nlo ko, hindi ko na muling pinagkingan ang itatanong ng lalaki, at ang isasagot naman ni Alvrighte, I don't want to hear any teasing words from their mouth.