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Chapter 12: The Beginning of the End

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''Sometimes, letting go feels more like losing a piece of yourself.''

Diary Entry, January 5th

It's the new year, and I've made a resolution: I'm going to move on from Ethan. I can't keep holding onto this crush that's only hurting me. It's easier said than done, though.

Today, I saw him in the hall, and even though I told myself not to care, my heart still did that stupid flutter thing. I hate it. I hate that I still feel something for him, even though I know it's pointless.

Maybe I need to throw myself into other things—my friends, school, K-pop, whatever. I need to distract myself, keep busy. If I can just stop thinking about him, maybe I can finally move on.

But every time I think I'm making progress, I see him again, and it's like all those feelings come rushing back. I don't know how to stop them.

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New Update. I am updating very regularly because i have already finished the entries. So yeah.

And yesterday was JYP's birthday. HAPPY JYP DAY.


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