''Healing takes time, but time doesn't always heal everything.''
Diary Entry, January 18th
I'm doing better. I think. It's been a few weeks, and I haven't been obsessing over Ethan as much. I still see him at school, but I'm not watching him from afar anymore. I'm not waiting for him to notice me.
I've been spending more time with my friends. Daniel and I went to a concert last weekend, and for the first time in a long time, I didn't think about Ethan once. It was nice—feeling like myself again, without that constant weight of wanting someone I can't have.
I'm not saying I'm completely over him. That's going to take more time. But I'm getting there, slowly. I'm learning that I don't need his attention to feel validated. I don't need him to notice me to feel like I matter.
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Anyways this is lowkey feeling like me updating about my life more than a book.
I've never written a based on a true story something so don't now how it goes.
i tried writting one but fucked up so yeah my second attempt.
Anyways he actually wasn't in school today and i didn't notice until i saw his friends alone in the train. 😫😂🙃
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