training wheels. // evan 'buck' buckley

li. let me show you (m.)

tw:
this chapter contains pure smut.
minors dni.
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as we kissed, buck held me close, his arms wrapping around me tightly. he poured every ounce of emotion into the kiss, wanting to convey just how much i meant to him. he felt a pang of guilt for how things had been between us lately, for the way he had shut me out and pushed me away.

he broke the kiss for a moment, pulling back just enough to look at me. His eyes were filled with regret and tenderness as he gazed at me, his hand coming up to cup my cheek.

"i'm sorry," he whispered, his voice rough with emotion. "i'm so sorry for the way i've been acting. for pushing you away and making you feel like you weren't important to me."

i looked up at him, my heart aching at the sincerity in his eyes. i knew he meant it, knew that he truly regretted his actions.

"i know," i said softly, my voice barely above a whisper. "i just... i missed you. so much."

buck's expression softened even more at my words, and he pulled me closer, burying his face in my hair.

"i missed you too," he murmured, his arms tightening around me.* "God, i missed you more than i even realized. i don't know what i was thinking, pushing you away like that."

he held me like that for a few moments, just breathing me in and relishing the feeling of having me in his arms again. it was like coming home after a long time away, like finally finding the piece of himself that had been missing.

"i love you," he whispered, his voice thick with emotion. "i love you so damn much, and i promise i'll never take you for granted again."

i felt my heart swell with love and affection as i clung to him, my face buried in his chest. i had missed this so much, the way he held me, the way he made me feel safe and loved.

"i love you too," i whispered back, my voice trembling with emotion. "i never stopped loving you, even when i was mad at you."

buck chuckled softly, his arms tightening around me as he kissed the top of my head.

"you're too good to me," he murmured, his hand rubbing gentle circles on my back. "i don't deserve you, but i promise i'll spend the rest of my life trying to be worthy of your love."

he pulled back slightly, tilting my chin up so that i was looking at him. his eyes were dark with desire, but there was also a tenderness in his gaze that made my heart skip a beat.

"let me show you just how much i love you," he said huskily, his thumb tracing along my lower lip.

i shivered at the look in his eyes, my body responding to his touch. i could feel the heat building between us, the tension that had been simmering beneath the surface for so long.

"please," i whispered, my voice barely above a whisper. "i need you."

buck's eyes darkened even further at my words, his gaze roving over my body hungrily. he could feel the way i was trembling in his arms, could sense my need for him.

"you have no idea how badly i want you right now," he growled, his voice rough with desire. "i've been dreaming about this for weeks, imagining all the things i want to do to you."