It's Always Been You (A Pitch Perfect Fan Fiction

All Apologies

(okay this part goes a bit back but it's only if Jesse wanted to hear the apology after the Bellas step up to the finals)

"Jesse, I know you're in there, I can smell popcorn. Jesse, come on. Open up." I said, knocking on the door. He opens it, not even greeting me or smiling. "Hey, I tried to call you. I left you a bunch of messages." I told him. "Yeah, I got them." "I'm sorry that we fought. I was upset and I overreacted and Aubrey makes me crazy." I told him. "Seriously? You think I'm mad because you yelled at me?" He asked. "No, I know--" "No, you don't. You think you know but you don't. You push away anyone who could possibly care about you. Why is that?" He asked.

"If you could bear with me for at least a while, I will tell you. You deserve to know." I said. He let me in and I sat down on Benji's bed. "So, I was..sixteen, my brother had just passed away from a...from a drug overdose. I was the one who found him. He was my best friend. Our parents always fought and all we had was each other. I...I also tried to..." I tried saying and he just looked at me. "Anyway, my mom started drinking a lot which made my parents fight more, I was still so depressed that I couldn't even get out of bed and go to school. I never really let anyone completely into my life since. Not even my dad." I said.

He sat with me, looking as if he felt bad. "LJ, I'm sorry. I had no idea." He said and I nodded. "It's okay." I told him and he hugged me. We pulled apart and we just looked at each other. He kissed me once again. This time, it didn't feel so scary. We were on his bed (Still dressed) and Benji walked in. "Oh shit." I said and went under the covers. "Hey, Lara Jean." "Hey...Benji." I said awkwardly. I looked at Jesse as he was right beside me and he chuckled. "I should've put a sock on the door." He whispered and laughed. I pushed his face. "You're disgusting." I told him, also laughing. We went out of the room.

"Thanks..for listening." I said. "No problem." He said and kissed me again. "We don't speak of this. I'm trying to salvage myself as a Bella." I told him and he chuckled. "Alright." "Bye." I said and walked away.