eighteen.

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"I love you," Tyler's soft words played in my ear, making a smile unfurl across my face. I opened my eyes, met with an awake Tyler.

"I love you, too," I said back, bringing my hands up to his jaw and kissing his lips. I loved kissing him, it felt so amazing.

"I have news," he said, making a pit form in my stomach, but I reluctantly kept the smile on my face.

"Me too," I said, exhaling through my nose. He ran his fingers down my arm, pulling me up to sit in front of him. I sat with my hands intertwined with his and my feet crossed.

"You first," he said, smiling at me. I could tell the smile was fake. I squeezed his hand lightly.

"I got the apartment," I told him, smiling truthfully. He smiled, too. "Now you," I said. He took a deep breath, looking down at our laps and running a hand through his hair before taking a big breath.

"Josh and I are officially signed to Fueled By Ramen," he said, a smile on his face. God, I love his smile.

"Oh, Tyler, congratulations," I said, wrapping my arms around his neck and pulling him into me, digging my face in his neck and rocking back and forth. "You'll go so far," I whispered to him. I was so happy for him, but at the same time, so fucking sad.

"I have until graduation. Then Josh and I are moving to Los Angeles to make our debut album," he said, nodding. I took my face from his neck, not knowing I was crying until Tyler's face dulled and he wiped away my tears. "Oh, baby, it's okay."

"I'm going to miss you more than anything," I said. "You are my everything."

"You're mine, too," he said, bringing my face to his and putting his lips on mine. "I love you so much."

"I guess we just have to make this last week count," I smiled, just wanted to hold and hug him and just be nonexistent with him. I can't believe i'm going to lose him. In a week. A fucking week.

"Yeah," he said, flickering his eyes between mine. I smiled at him, wiping my face and pulling him into another hug. "Here, lets pack your stuff," he said, helping me off the bed. God, i'm going to be so broken.

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this is the shortest chapter i've ever written, I'm sorry. hope you like it anyways.

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