Just the two of us

His head was throbing.

He felt like throwing up.

He tried opening his eyes but it felt like they were glued shut.

Ther was a warm heat radiating around him, that was nice. He liked that feeling. It made him feel safe. Like everything is finally over. Everything is finally right.

He tried to reach with his hand - for anything at this point. A warm palm held his hand. It smaller than his. It felt familiar.

He held it tighter, begging for whoever that person was to pull him from this darkness that engulfed him.

He felt soft lips press over his temple. It's warm. Everything about this person is warm. He liked it.

He let out a shaky breath and about three seconds later he fluttered his eyelashes before finally opening his eyes.

He was met with a familiar room.

"W - what happened?"

"You fainted, again."

Hyunjin looked to his side to find the source of the heat, the person that pulled him out.

Felix.

His eyes were blood shot red - not the demon ones. Hyunjin saw them before. This was different.

"You were crying?"

He asked him.

Felix looked away. He let out a chuckle. It wasn't the sweet sound that Hyunjin couldn't enough of, it was - broken. Sad.

Hyunjin didn't like it.

"I do believe there is even more important questions you need to ask me."

Hyunjin forced himself to sit up, throwing each of his legs off the bed.

He looked down at the demon that was sitting on the floor at his feet.

"Were you crying?"

He asked again.

"Of course I was crying, Hyunjin. I - I don't know what to do - what to say. I keep hurting you and I -"

Hyunjin held the boy's hand in his again.

He had a soft smile on his face.

"You cried...that's enough for me to know that all this time you weren't lying about what you feel for me."

At that, Felix couldn't help but crack a sob.

He cried as he buried his face in the boy's thighs.

"You - you don't understand. I did lie, Hyunjin. I lied all this time. I lied every time!"

Hyunjin buried his hand in the other's hair, fighting his own tears. He didn't want to cry right now. He was witnessing the boy in front of him break for the first time, Hyunjin didn't want to make it about him.

"Do you love me, Lix?"

He felt the said boy hold his hand tighter.

The sight of him pained Hyunjin.

"More than anything, Hyunjin. Every heart beat - every breath of mine whispers your name. To me loving you is as natural as breathing - I can't imagine life without it. I can't imagine myself without you - so yes, I do love you, Hyunjin. I've always loved you. I'll always love you."

Hyunjin felt his heart beat quickens.

He closed his eyes for a moment, he didn't want to have another panic attack, now is not the time.