"What's wrong?"
Jisung said as he sat down next to Hyunjin.
He saw the way his friend kept looking at his phone with a frown on his face.
At the voice of him, though, Hyunjin snapped out of it and hid his phone in his pocket.
He closed his eyes.
"Nothing."
"Where is Felix?"
Hyunjin took a deep breath.
"I don't know."
"I saw you two get on campus together. What do you mean you don't know?"
Hyunjin sighed in frustration.
He opened his eyes to glare at his friend.
"Well, he left genius. I don't know his every fucking move. Now leave me alone. I'm not in a good mood."
He felt something was off.
It's as if the moment Felix left, everything went back to how it was. Wrong. Everything went wrong again.
It's like the older left and took Hyunjin's happiness with him.
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Everything is back to how it was.
Hyunjin goes to school now and sits in class bored to his soul. He tries to ignore whatever Jisung is gossiping about in that day.
He then goes home. Even if it doesn't feel like home anymore.
He stayed there, layed on his bed, for hours. He then gets up. Hope on the shower. And leaves for work.
Work.
His boss gave him and Shuhua some time off after what happened to San, but now it's time for him to go back.
Even if he despised that idea.
He leaves for work in the hope that he forgets.
In hope that he forgets that his life is back to the way it was.
In hope that he forgets that he was left alone.
In hope that he forgets that the person who made him feel wanted for the first time in his life left him.
In hope that he forgets that he still didn't come back.
Even days after he left.
Hyunjin leaves for work, so he doesn't have to stay in his house and cry himself to sleep.
He leaves for work because he doesn't want to feel it.
He leaves for work, so he has a reason to convince his body not to cry.
He leaves for work because that's the only thing he can do.
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"Hey, Jinnie."
The girl stood next to him even if Hyunjin ignored her existence.
He continued to puff out the smoke from his cigarette, watching as it drifted in the air.
It's a bad habit -smoking- he knows. But it's not like anything is worth it. Not anymore.
"Hey, what's wrong? You're so off lately...its like you're back to how when you first joined. Did something happen?"
Hyunjin clenched his fist hard.
He knows that. And that's what he hates most.
He hates the fact that he's back to how he was.
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