Five Hargreeves x Reader Imagines

☂️ Panic Attack ☂️

In the sudden mood to have more lovey dovey Five hehe.

So just writing out cute short ones yeeeeeeee

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(y/n) - your name

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~ You ~

→ Having panic attacks were a very rare occurrence to you. You never thought you would have one when you had your first attack back in highschool in grade 10.

→ It was a short experience you never wanted to go through again.

→ You thought you were a very calm person, you normally didn't give a fuck about anything and was just generally a chill person. So when you had a sudden attack, you were surprised after and very worried.

→ It has been a few years now since then and you were hoping to never have an attack again but guessing them being very rare, loved to pop up at random times.

→ It was a normal day in the beginning but when you woke up, you felt weird like a faint sick feeling. You ignored it and went about your day but you realised how empty you felt. You didn't want to do anything and it was one of those days where you wanted to run away and not look back.

→ To disappear and not exist.

→ No one seemed to pick up on your change of mood, not even Five.

→ You had years of learning to fake smiles and keep your feelings hidden.

→ Night quickly fell and the house was silent, the darkness creeping in and enveloping your body as you sat in the bathtub. You curled up in a ball, hugging your legs as you used your phone as a source of light like a torch.

→ Your tears pricked your eyes, sniffling as you leaned your head on your knees. You cried silently, your heart begging you to scream out but you bit your lips to stay quiet.

→ You didn't want to wake anyone up and wallowed in your sudden sadness as your chest throbbed painfully and your head pounded too loudly in your ears.

→ You let out a silent scream, the tears running faster as you cried out heavily. You wanted to drown away as you gripped your hair. Your chest constricted painfully and you look up to see the shadows around you swirl and turn in a sickening way.

→ You gasp from the painful stabs in your chest, heaving as your lungs felt like you weren't getting any air.

→ Everything around you spun and you heaved for air desperately when the lights suddenly turn on.