Freshman forthbeam (copied)

The Worst

Forth sighed. "Looks like my stable life is about to crumble."

"I bet."

Forth kissed Beam again. "I love you, N'Beam..."

Beam stared at Forth unimpressed.

"What now?"

"You're awfully calm. Even your confession is dreadful."

Forth returned his gaze with the same indifferent look. "You know what...?"

"What?"

"I'll follow your command." Forth muttered as he undid Beam's jeans.

Beam clicked his tongue. "Where?"

"Your ass." Forth lightly tapped Beam's hips, leaving his jeans unfastened.

"You're the worst." Beam said coldly.

"What can I say and do...? I lost my touch the day you broke my heart. And I lost every desire even to play during the days you were absent from my life," Forth whispered. "Too many misunderstandings. I'm not following any right path anymore." This time his eyes looked lost.

Beam blinked. He traced Forth's lips with his index finger.

"You got my heart with your first blink even before you took my breath away on our first day of meeting," Forth said. "You shattered it the next day when I thought you were cheating with those two stars in the empty room."

Beam blinked.

"You're super straight. There would be at least three girls in a day who could confirm that," Forth continued. "And last time I checked, I don't have breasts and no vagina."

"You like cute, innocent guys..." Beam hissed.

"At least ones that remind me of you."

"You tried to anchor with Wayo."

"Because his sassiness towards Pha reminded me of you. Like having hope that I could have someone like you."

"Wayo is someone like me?"

"A big mistake. Not even close."

"Then why did you pick a fight with Pha? You even stopped being friends with him."

"He made you pick a side... His side! I tried to keep us friends but he stopped answering party invitations, and he made you disappear from my life!"

"You could've just invited me to drink!"

"When?! After you devoured girl after girl for breakfast, lunch, or dinner?! There were always girls on your arm!"

Beam blinked. He looked at Forth, who now had a wounded look.

"I stopped going to the bar." Forth said almost in a whisper. He looked at Beam. "I just stopped." He repeated.

Beam blinked. He knew. "I thought it was because of Wayo."

Forth sighed. He closed his eyes. "He's a good guy, but not that good."

Beam wrapped his arm around Forth's shoulder. He kissed Forth's lips and made Forth open his eyes again.

"I'm sorry," Beam said softly.

Forth furrowed his brow against Beam's. "This is really freaking awful. Even Park did it better when confessing to Lam."

Beam chuckled softly.

Forth started to smile. He looked at Beam with a gentle gaze. His fingers traced trails on Beam's cheek. "I love you so much...

"No one can make me switch from you, no matter how hard I try. So I just... Let myself love you the best way I know how. In silence."

Beam looked at him affectionately. "I love you too..." And then he paused for a moment before adding with a wink, "... P'Forth."

Forth chuckled softly. "You're bad for my health, N'Beam. Do you know that...? You'll make me die young."

Beam pulled Forth into his kiss. "I'm bad...? Well, punishing a rebellious freshman is one thing you do well, isn't it, Mr. Orientation Leader...?"

Forth grinned between their kisses. "You really want to turn this into a massacre."

"Indeed..."