Passion

Rush of Passion

Days passed after the competition and Natalia has been busy with work, playing with Scarlett as her sub and talking to Tymere in which she spent so much time talking, texting and seeing each other. It was refreshing to feel this connection with someone other than Patrick. Or any other connections, and with Tymere, giving her the attention and time of day just to see her, even wanting to spend so much time with each other.

Having Natalia thinking if she should take a chance with him, have something huge and see where it goes but she isn't ready to stop with her BDSM relationship with Scarlett. Still enjoying how it feels and more experienced from her. Yet more and more she talked Tymere and never once mentioned being part of it at the moment, she, herself isn't sure if she wanted to continue pursuing it but would keep it to herself for now from him.

Already went on two dates with him, could it be possible he could be the one to really change everything? Or it is just for the experience, enjoying what she has with him but deep down, her feelings towards him were slightly growing, it was confusing and terrifying. Letting her heart do whatever it wants, something she never did before meeting and taking the chance with Patrick and that ended badly, a life she could've had with him now. They would be celebrating their marriage, at least how she imagined it would be and trying to have children in which she never once knew for sure if she even wanted them and now after learning she can't have kids, she was at peace and glad she could live her life. And could experience more life experience and she definitely wants to experience dating different people before meeting the one. The one that made her feel butterflies, the love that she wants, and it could be with Tymere or someone else but hoping it would be with him at least to enjoy the experience.

Enjoying lunch with Racheal late at night in a diner, Natalia checking her phone each passing moment, Racheal knowing the signs well enough, "It's not going anywhere."

Rolling her eyes, Natalia glanced up, "I know, just checking some emails and... Fine. God I feel like a teen girl. Okay so I'm into him and is that a crime?"

"You're so smitten, is he even worth it? And how long have you known him for?"

"A few days now after the competition. And I'm still trying to figure that out, still trying to figure him out if I want to pursue it, or at least trying to think if I even want to get so close to this guy. You already know this but you know a guy named Tymere Cutler?"

It took Racheal some time to think, shaking her head, "No I don't know anyone's by that name and I always know names. Helps whenever things get to shit or you just need names. Just ask Scarlett about it."

Natalia scoffed, "Yeah I'm not doing that, I don't know lately, she's been off for a week now about something and I'd rather not bother her. And I've been working so much I haven't had the chance to use my dream fantasy on someone to try it on. Been working so much and haven't had the time to do it, it'll be with Scarlett of course. But enough with me, what about you? You mentioned you wanted to share something with me."

Rachael smirked, "Oh girl, you won't believe this, but I cheated. On the competition and it was so worth it! I hooked up with Magnus by wearing a mask and dressed all leather and took him. And it was so damn hot!"

"You hooked up with Magnus that night! You seriously did that? Damn."

"I know. It was so worth it and of course, we've been trying out some new masks and they've been so much fun and exciting, especially with him being such a Dom and chasing me around his penthouse and girl, makes your heart pumping, and being pinned against the wall or on the floor, being punished, I love it!"

Natalia chuckled, "Oh I bet and I'm assuming nobody knows? Only me."

"Hell yeah, and now you can't tell anyone about it, you know my dirty little secret." Giving her a wink and continued eating, Natalia laughed, "Got it. Understood. But damn, I bet it was worth it, good for you. And being chased around the penthouse with a mask on, must be exciting."