Passion

Would It Be Different

Natalia's POV

I was the first at the restaurant, it wasn't a fancy restaurant just a regular one, since I was there first and a bit early, I went to the restroom and while I was there, I looked up from the mirror as I was washing my hands and groaned in annoyance. Trishana came in, I don't know how she found me but not that I care, anyone could be here.

"What do you want?"

She gave that confidence stance, dressed in a dress that's quite nice and it was a skintight dress, of course she has to dress so hot. I rolled my eyes and continued washing my hands as she finally spoke, "We should have a chat. About whatever you and Scarlett have with each other."
I stayed silent, she went on, I won't let her get into my head, "You should give up, Scarlett's great and all but you really want to start something so fast after ending an engagement and a potential marriage?"

"How is it your business if I may ask what I'm doing with her?"

"I know everything about Scarlett, she falls so hard it can be so confusing and complicated, a track record of wanting to work fast. You shouldn't continue, you'll get your heart broken..." Flicking her fingers, "Just like that. Oh, you have that look, oh sweetheart, you obviously think it'll last?"

I scoffed, "Excuse me? What is that supposed to mean? I don't know what you're assuming is going on with us but it's still the contract, our Domme and Sub relationship, nothing else."

"You have it, the oh so obvious look of love, such strong feelings towards the person who wouldn't give you everything you want, need and the thing you want the most. Here's what I think will happen, one of you confesses, one or two of you will end it knowing it's never going to work out. You two can't even stand to be in the same room or even try to speak with each other so that you decide to end whatever friendship you'll have. End everything that happened between the two, whatever plays out, love is never going to happen, it never last or became true."

"What about you? You were with Scarlett for some time and you two had even thought about marriage, there was some love in there." I had to say it, how could she deny that, what if it could happen, romance could at least happen and make it work. If, if Scarlett and I did confess if we could, it could happen, we could have some kind of relationship if we try. Yet the sound of Trishana laughed made my blood boil but the same time, what she said next made me really rethink everything.

"Oh you're so cute. What I did was teach Scarlett a valuable lesson. Not everyone, especially in our community, wants to 'find love', they just want someone to give them the attention and pleasure they deserve. Explore their fantasies, kinks, explore the hidden and unspeakable pleasure they could never ask anyone without feeling judged or disgusted. You think you still have a chance with Scarlett? You're one of the few who broke off a long term relationship, never much experience the sexual release you had with that person. You're just looking for attention, validation, getting back whatever thing you've lost, to one person who made you feel seen. Oh my dear, it's not going to happen, or work out. It's over." She patted my cheek and gave a wink, leaving me alone in the restroom of the restaurant, I'm not sure how long I waited there but all I do know was getting out of there and went to some bar and getting some drinks, I hate, hate, hate how damn right she is!

Am I just delusional thinking Scarlett and I would have some kind of relationship once we end our contract, am I really just filled the void of what I lost from Patrick, finding it in Scarlett. The attention, the touch, the words, how she makes me feel, am I just waiting for the end of the stick to fall, thinking we'll be a thing?

My head is spinning and I don't know what I'm doing, maybe, maybe it won't work out, if we ever confess. Losing our friendship, losing everything we ever did.
Maybe we're not meant to be together, and why should we? I just ended my engagement, a few drinks in this same bar I never realized until now. Met Scarlett, and with those same drinks I let myself use her to forget my sadness and life I could've had with Patrick.