Passion

Crashing The Hell Out

Racheal's POV

I'm so fucked and it's not even funny or fun anymore. I did my best to keep things under control down at the club, be a boss bitch like Lilith. But I'm not Lilith, I'm not my girl, I'm not capable of being the boss and dealing with the club when I'm meant to be hot and perform!

I don't know how Lilith does it, she's incredible like that, dealing with calls and making sure the club runs smoothly. When it's not! So far, fights broke out, security had to take them outside and fight outside on the curb like they should. The bathroom and the decor was getting problems, I had the plumber and found new artwork with a snake related theme. With powerful women, anything to keep the club looking incredible!

I'm doing shit to keep it running smoothly, refusing help from Magnus, Scarlett offered to help me out, I love that bitch so much. But she's busy with being a badass police officer and that new girlfriend of hers that I honestly don't like. I don't like her vibe, I don't like how I feel I should know her from somewhere.

I hate that I can't figure it out right away and I'm always great at that, but this Dalila, I know her type. When just a split moment Scarlett introduced us while I was busy on the phone for the electrician, plumbing and appliances for the club and the penthouse, the way she had her arm always around Scarlett. How her vibe gives off toxic and manipulative, I should know after the losers and assholes I've been with over the years. Guys or girls, they were that, and despite it being just for a moment, her energy and just everything about her, I hate I can't figure her out, know her from somewhere, but I feel that I should. I should know who or where I met her from.

However I was too occupied with the club and trying my best to really make sure I don't ruin it for my girl. I'm annoyed with Magnus for trying too hard despite him not showing it but for me, he wants to give me tips and help me out with the club so I wouldn't be stressed out with it, as if he knows anything about working such an establishment.

And I'm the bitch who doesn't know all that much, I'm just the entertainment, but still, I don't want his help, I ignored his help, input and his messages. Especially how he's getting way too much with me lately, wanting to spend time together other than just our BDSM relationship, I don't mind it however he started to act like we slowly have a thing going on that isn't sex and S&M, which I soon realized he's going off contract, which is not the vibe or agreement we have. I don't have time for a relationship at the moment since I'm dealing with the club, and I know his type, guys like him who was born with a sliver spoon in their mouths don't get girls like me, poor Brooklyn girl who never had anything until I fought and worked myself to get where I am.

Entertaining and living in a penthouse that I required from a sugar daddy that I kept seeing for a while now on the side. Unfortunately despite everything, the penthouse is in trouble, turns out, my sugar daddy just cut me off after being his favorite for two years and has run its course. He had the audacity to let me know last minute he recently went bankrupt and would be able to pay the penthouse for another year until we figure out what to do. Until then he's out, what the fuck?!

I sent messages to Cora to put in a good word for Lilith and I just in case to model again for a little bit, the club is getting more and more people but that isn't enough and I'm so fucked! I can find another sugar daddy but there's one problem...

I'm too damn picky about who I want, who won't ask for certain things, can't be married or have adult children, those are always a mess and I'm no homewrecker, druggie me in the past had no problem with it considering I was out of it and I hated it. Sober me can't stand homewreckers and I always hated how I was that person, even when I was under the influence and would've done anything for money and I mean, everything. It was nothing, but now, it's a mess and I am drowning of the uncertainty!