Passion

Here's the Deal

Natalia's POV

Leaving the dinar and pulled him into the back alley, and whatever strength I didn't know I had, pushed him against the brick wall, hard! "Listen up you damn piece of shit! Here's my list of demands."

He let out a condescending laugh, the nerve of this bastard, I slapped him, which surprised him, thinking I wouldn't do that to him, "Oh, a slap, huh?"

"Shut the hell up, I'll agree in getting back together with you if you agree to give me back the gun."

"Demanding are we? Well, no I won't do that. Better yet, I should, having you as an accessory for having it as well. Won't look good for you, my dear, as a realtor." Smirking and pushing back a curl behind my ear, I slap his hand away, "Just do it! If anyone is going to jail, it'll be us, right, darling? Now, since I'm agreeing to this..."

"Which you are and don't forget, Natalia, you're mine. Always been mine and I make it happen. Marrying you so you'll be mine for life!"

"Demand number 2, no sex. I suddenly feeling very Christian, found God during my time away from you, repent, and I am a new Natalia and as a new Natalia, no sex before marriage."

"Oh the hell with that! You weren't even religious nor am I! You think that'll work you damn..."

"Perfect for your mother, of course." I smirk, that shut him up real quick, pretending to found religious and God and becoming Christian so I can find a reason not to have sex with this bastard would be the way to really think on what to do with this situation. And pretending to be one and maybe have his mother on my side for this would be good and work. Not only that, he can't say no to mommy dearest so this would be perfect. "I'm serious, I just gave my life to God, found Him in the phone books and He's been thoughtful and a great listener. Demand number 3, I'll make the decisions for the wedding, in my way that I always wanted in the beginning. No mother meddling in, no controlling, I'll do everything."

He scoffed, "With what money?"

"Yours, of course, husband." My tongue rolled off the way I said it, I hate it, if he's going to blackmail me with this about Scarlett, might as well play his game, I'm not going to let him take control of me anymore.
He's very annoyed and yet, trying not to argue, "Fine. Wife. But know this, since mother is demanding for us to marry in a damn church, it will happen and when it does, you're mine. My wife, you've been mine for years and your time with whoever you're with is over with. Those people, that lifestyle, gone! You had your fun and now time to be a good, quiet, little wife."

"Make me. I'm not the same Natalia you've been with for 5 years and after these few months, I've changed and it's been so damn incredible, I'm the stronger, confident and sexy ass woman I am now. Something you will learn and deal with. You're messing with the new Natalia. So you better get to the program, Patrick, because it's not going to be easy for you. For us. And yes I know marrying you would be nothing but hell for both of us. Once we're married, I expect you to return the gun and make Trishana forget about it. Got it!" He grabbed my hands and grinned, I'm not backing down and I'm not going to let Scarlett lose her damn job and reputation over this!

"It may or may not been used so anything could happen. But know this, I still expect children..."

"A child." Thankfully knowing I'm unable to have kids and if we did end up having sex, which I know we will, I'll be the one in control. In control of my body and sex, he can release all he wants, no child will ever happen, "If I did get pregnant, if it'll be a boy, you can have it. Agree to the divorce once we conceived for that boy and I'll sign away my rights."

He scoffed and fuming, "As if I'm going to agree to a damn divorce! You're mine and I'm not letting you go, Natalia!"

"Do it! And trust me, you won't be happy during the middle of the night and find yourself in a situation, in a pool of blood. Yeah, you think I won't do it, I will! I'm not that quiet, not so confident and strong person I was anymore so agreed to it! Now!" He really isn't used to seeing me having so much power and confidence, knowing I've been gaining it from Scarlett, Lilith and Racheal, knowing I'm really a different person, he hates it. Such a narcissistic asshole thinking he can have me and not expect me to have some demands and rules and decisions.
Well it's happening and I'm feeling so damn good about it that I'm proud of it.

He groan in annoyance, "You really believe I'll make the divorce easy, I'll make sure you loose everything. And for the child, the boy, fine by me! But remember, you can't forget what we had. Besides, you won't leave. We're going to get married and have children and you will not continue this childish ways! In a month! We will marry, but first, I want you to do this! Move out of that penthouse and move back in with me, where you belong and get you ready for the wedding. Second, I'll make sure you change your mind about this silly little thought of divorce. Third, quit your job as you agreed and be a perfect little housewife."

I rolled my eyes, of course he would bring that up, I gritted my teeth, "Fine. I'll do that. But my own bedroom, remember, I can't possibly sleep in the same bed with you, I found religion and am following it!" I dramatically sighed and clench my pearls, I don't have pearls, my imaginary pearls while giving him the finger. "Besides, mother dearest wouldn't want that anyway and let her live with us. I want her to witness that we're not doing anything sinful before the wedding and it'll be quite helpful with helping me plan it." I smirk, he hates that, having his mother move in, knowing it'll be hard to have Trishana into the house again because I know he hasn't stopped seeing her. Plus, I wonder what would be her crash out knowing he's not giving her money or anything, unsure if she would even care but love to still see Patrick get all pissy about it.

"Fine! Fine she... She can move in. But you, move in by tomorrow. Or else, word to the chief or captain of whatever is in charge for them would know what happened."

"In two days. I need to pack and figure out what to say to my friends, of course. So yeah, it'll be a long weekend and very convenient. Deal?"

"Deal." We shaked hands, I grip his hand hard, cutting my nails into his skin, he hissed and pulled away, "Remember this Natalia, I'll always get what I want, and I will ruin everyone and everything to have you back. You're mine!"

"Was yours. And remember this as well, Patrick. The old Natalia died, this is the new confident, strong, outspoken, incredible ass Natalia that I am! And a bad bitch." I flipped my hair back and left him in that alley, and I began what the hell I am going to do, what can I do? The adrenaline is still running through my veins and I have to hurry back to the penthouse, and really, really think on what the hell I'm supposed to do! I have the weekend, I can't let the girls know or else Patrick would freaking ruin them and I don't know how to let them know without them worrying.

But that's the thing, I don't want them to be in the middle of it, want them to deal with my problems and drama, I don't want them to deal with Patrick.

Lilith and Rio won't be back from Japan so can't tell them, Racheal's busy with Magnus, forget Scarlett. I'm doing this for her and if I tell her, then it'll be hard to do this. Our more confusing and complicated relationship would be a disaster. And a mess. She wouldn't want to be with me or whatever it is with my ex is doing that's making this whole shit happening.

My head is spinning, so much that I remembered drinking earlier and spending it with Scarlett for the whole day and night that this adrenaline is definitely not leaving my body anytime soon. I can't sleep. I can't do anything at the moment so now I'm stuck with this bullshit. Trying to figure out how to let them know without really sharing everything.

"Such a damn mess I hate it." I groan, my phone started vibrated, it was finally Scarlett but I ignored it, she should be busy with her girl. Delilah. "Sorry but I can't, it's really over, if I leave here, then the contract would be over with Scarlett and I." I let out a huge sigh, it's over. It's officially over and we both know it, and there's no chance anymore for us if there was any.

I'm doing this for Scarlett, she's my friend, and no way I'm letting Patrick do this to her.

With all the madness coursing through my head, the thoughts of Patrick is expecting children from me, once we're married, I can't have kids and I'm glad for it but he doesn't know. Wait, the only one who knows, Rio.
I think I know what I need to do, "I have to be very dramatic, and believable. Yeah, I know what to do now."

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