A/N: This is mainly about the struggling period of Yoyon.
JULY 5, Sunday afternoon
'I looked again at you today,
and liked the person that i saw.
This is how i wanted you to be.
You played the game from dusk 'til dawn,
you took the chance and risked it all.
Are you a better version of me?'
Unfortunately, hindi na nagawang magkita ng RaStro that day. Nakuntento na lang si Rhian panuorin ang girlfriend niya live on TV sa sala nila. Naalala niya na ila-launch nga pala ni Glaiza yung album nito sa SAS this afternoon and she couldn't miss it. She was so proud of her girl. She was all smiling as she watched her performing one of the tracks from her album, "Dusk 'til Dawn" with her wooden colored guitar. :)
'It's funny how i have to feel,
with one's ideal the other's real.
So tell me is this how i'm supposed to be?
You tried to follow what is right,
tried everything to win the fight.
Can we overcome this ruleless night?'
She felt so special that how on earth did she get a girlfriend like Glaiza de Castro? It's too good to be true and up to now, she was still having a hard time believing it... that they're REAL.. that RaStro is actually REAL. =P
'I'll open up my eyes and see,
the rules are there to set me free.
I keep on chasing but the world won't let me be.
They break me now but i'm still here,
this light inside won't disappear.
Believe that my love is meant for something real.'
Nafeel niya bigla kung gaano na pala niya ito kamiss to think na kagabi lang sila huling nagkita. Ugh. Nafu-frustrate siya at mas lalong nakaramdam ng pananabik. That effect Glaiza had in her wasn't funny at all. She felt like she was already addicted to her presence. :( She would prolly be needing a psychiatrist consultation and a rehabilitation center admittance for some needed treatment anytime soon.
'Burning desires resilient minds, are up against your wall.
Content in silence in the end
Would you rather have it all, but they don't mind so what's to hide.
We've heard it all before.
I guess there's just one knocking at your door.'
Unconsciously in the middle of Glaiza's production number, she walked towards the TV set. She wanted to see her as closer as she could get. It seemed like Glaiza's big anime eyes were pulling her closer to the screen... It's as though she was being hypnotized. She couldn't help but think siya ang iniisip ng girlfriend niya habang kumakanta ito sa mga sandaling yun.
Napalunok siya bigla. Totoo nga. Her thirst is real. Seeing Glaiza in that moment oozing with so much sex appeal while singing in front of her... para siyang maaanakan ng isang dosena.
"I've been missing you so much.. lab. Please just.. just get out on that goddamn screen right now!" She whispered, begging.
She touched the TV screen.. technically, she was touching Glaiza's face.She couldn't resist doing so. Para na talaga siyang mababaliw. Hindi niya na kaya! She loved to kiss those fvckin sexy red lips right now, it's crazy!
Please somebody must stop her!! Save her from such disgrace that's about to happen. Hahahaha.
'And everytime you feel the fall,
we get back up, we face, we roll.
Disguised in blackness fate anew,
the sun will rise to wash it through.
Together we can see it coming,
the colours of once wilted end
will soon be walking on a dream again...'
