How it started

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🔔Warning (Sexual activity)
Soffia's Pov

"Hey Sof, what would you like to do? It just us everyone decided to go hunting to let us have the house" Bella says sitting down on the couch, "I don't know, whatever" I say, looking at her. "Movies?" she asked, I nod as she looks thought the movies they have in the tv stand. "So Sof, how's did you realize that you were like that?" Bella ask making me tilt my head towards her.

"what do you mean?" I ask, "like when your feeling smaller I guess" she says as she pops a movie in the dvd player, "oh I just realized I was feeling like that one day and did research on it and found out what it was called and realized it worked for me as a comfort" I explain as she nods, "can you control it?" she asked.

"I can kinda I guess but if i'm scared, hurt or anger it's just comes by itself" I say, "it helps you though?" she ask, I nod "are you ready to be married to Edward?" I ask changing the subject. "Oh yes! and we have a day set for when i'll be changed so no worries for the Volturi" she says making me resist the urge to roll my eyes, "why are you are happy about giving up your soul? or human self?" I ask.

"I've always been different but with Edward I feel whole and like it's where I was meant to be. I wanna be with Edward the rest of my life and this makes it so" she says making me nod. "Aren't you happy you're changed now? to be with Alice and Jasper forever" she ask. "Yes i'm extremely happy but I wasn't necessarily ready to give up my human life yet I didn't really get a chance at that moment to decide" I say.

she hums as we pay attention to the television, "what's with hanging out with the muts?" I ask, she chuckles "Jacob is my friend" she says, "doesn't that annoy Edward because he's like in love with you or something?" I ask, "yes but they have to get along for me" she says, "well than keep hanging out with him anyone that annoys Edward is a friend of me" I say making her roll her eyes.

"i'm glad your back Sof, it was dull around here without you. Everyone was moping around. Not enjoying graduation or anything" she says making me nod, "yes i'm so happy to be back and away from them" I shudder thinking about what happened as I try to push those thoughts away, "Soffia baby? we're home" Alice says coming in the living room making me get up quickly.

"Al" I say going into her open arms as Bella stands up, "you guys okay?" Alice asked making me nod "of course Alice" Bella says before excusing herself. "thank you for coming back I was getting bored without you and Jasper" I say causing her to giggle and flick my head "you loved hanging with Bella you'll live without us for a bit" she says making me giggle.

"Can I have a kiss?" I ask, looking up at her innocently, my voice barely above a whisper. I've been wanting to do this since our talk yesterday, Alice smiles, her eyes darkening slightly as she tilts her head, and then she leans in. Her lips are soft against mine, the kiss slow and deliberate. I can feel the weight of her presence, the way the world seems to melt away when we're this close.

Her hand rests gently against my cheek, her thumb brushing over my skin as if she's memorizing the feel of me. Not having to break apart yet as we don't lose our breath. Time passes she pulls back just enough to look at me, my lips still tingling from the contact. Her gaze is deep, searching, as I feel myself become shy, not just from the kiss, but from the way she makes me feel wanted, cherished.

"I've wanted this for so long," I murmur, my voice low and full of longing. Her fingers trail down the side of my neck, sending shivers down my spine. Before she can say anything, I feel a presence makes itself known, and I turn my head just slightly. Jasper is there, standing a few feet away, a soft smile on his lips. He doesn't look surprised, but there's an intensity in his eyes as he watches us, something that makes the rise in me quicken all over again.