Look For Me || Luke Hemmings

Chapter 19

Harry's P.O.V.

It has been over a month and I feel less guilty about everything. Yes, there was still guilt when I had sex with Kendall and abruptly used her more than once. She didn't mind because she felt happy about us but if only she knew my first intentions. I guess I could say I've fallen for her but not deep enough to say I love her. 

By now it was the third week of June, time flies by so fast when you move on. Luke was right, I just had to move on. It was for the best even though it was hard for me.

"You know I'm proud of you," Luke said. He had his feet on the coffee table and his hands behind his neck.

We were in a hotel room trying to watch a movie we picked out earlier. So far we weren't even paying attention to the movie.

"Why?" I chuckled.

"Because you're actually doing pretty well moving on," he said with a smile. 

"That's thanks to you man," I tell him.

The rest of the movie we were just making small talk about video games and touring. I actually put my alcohol in take to a minimum now ever since that date. I guess I found something that makes me forget about stuff.

When the movie was done we met up with Louis to play football with the others. Louis really wanted to teach these guys a lesson in football. We were all dressed in our shorts and jerseys and our shoes before playing.

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"That wasn't a fair game," Michael murmured walking back to our hotel rooms. Everyone started laughing at Michael's little reaction.

"Aw, it's okay Mike, we'll beat 'em next time," Ashton pat him on the back.

We all went back to our rooms, but I went to have a chat in Calum and Luke's room for a while.

"Luke stop sobbing over your ex, come on," Calum sighed as we sat on their beds.

"It's almost been a year Cal, I just..."

"If the girl left you, that means there's more fish in the see," I bluntly said.

They both stare at me intently at my reply to them. I don't know, it just slip out of my mouth.

"Like you said Luke, move on," I added.

I wasn't mad at him or anything, I just want him to do the same. He needs to find someone else and at least try to move on. It'll crush him if he keeps thinking about his ex.

Luke sighed and just sat on the couch near the bed. I walked over to him and rubbed his back. I knew it was hard for him because I've been through the same shit a lot.

"You're right, sort of," he mumbled to himself.

"He's right," Calum said. I smiled at him for agreeing with me on this situation.

"You'll find someone," I tell him.

I was never good with advice because usually I'm the one who gets given the advice. One thing for sure, Luke just needs to move on. Whoever his ex his just lost a lot.

That's what love does to you. You fall in love in a blink of an eye like magic and you end up crumbling into pieces the next minute. It isn't fair to the good people who get their heart shattered, but nothing has ever been fair. I just sort of feel sorry for Luke. He's been helping me and I haven't been helping him at all.

I jogged back to my room to grab three bottle of beer before going back to their room. They weren't legal, and so was I. No one has to know about this though. I gave them each a bottle and they looked worried as fuck.