Look For Me || Luke Hemmings

Chapter 11

Harry's P.O.V.

For the first time in a while I feel like I was free again. It felt like I was a normal teenager once more. And it felt good being me again. I missed the feeling when I was still 16, I was free and I was young. After all the things, shows, fans, records, and others it all slipped away from me. They took away my youth and then I soiled my name at first. Nothing was good back then, but now, as of this moment, I'm happy.

I was sitting beside Lauren while her sisters and mother were playing frisbee. Honestly we were just lazy and tired to play with them since we were playing it earlier. I was telling her all about the tour and how cool the fans are and how great it was all, even though I left out the rough times I've had when the world was against me. I didn't want her to be worried since she's happy, and seeing her happy makes me really happy.

"So, is it really that great?" She asks, she was lying her head on my lap.

"Yeah, it is." I say softly, looking up at the trees.

I just like sitting here, with her. I like the warn feeling of having someone here with me. We only may know each other for a short time, but I know there's something more between us than this.

The sun's light shines, reflecting on her hair, the light makes it look lighter and  prettier. I know I'm not in the position yet to say I love her because I don't know how I feel about her. Deep in my heart there is something, and I can't deny it. All I want is her to be happy and safe, even if it means I can't have her.

I sound crazy, you just met her.

"Harry, are you okay?" She asks giggling, which I found adorable.

"Yeah, just thinking."

"Hmm..." She hums, playing with the grass.

Just sitting here felt good, feels better than being told what to do. Sitting here is better than being bombarded with camera flashes and gossip. I wish I could stay forever. I wish I could just freeze time and have an eternity with her. Yes I'm sounding creepy, but I know what I want and feel.

"Hey Lauren!" A girl shouts which makes Lauren sit up.

"Hey, what are you doing here?" Lauren shrugs a bit, but she smiles.

"Your mom told me you guys left so I went here to look for y'all." The girl sits beside Lauren on the blanket giving me a stare. It's sort of uncomfortable with her here. "So, what's curly doing here?" The girls asks, twirling her hair with her fingers.

I noticed Lauren when she elbowed the girl, I was about to laugh but Lauren flicked my arm.

Lauren's P.O.V.

I'm as shocked as Harry, even though he hasn't met Rachel yet. What is she doing here though? Mom never told me she was coming over. Besides Rachel ruind that moment, which I was enjoying so much.

"Well he visited." I tell her, he didn't visit he just popped up.

"Okay, but how did you meet him?" Rachel asks looking curious, and partly upset.

"Can we not talk about this now?" I sigh, resting my head on Harry's shoulder. I don't know if I made the right choice but he's the only one I can lean on at the moment.

Rachel school her head at me and just avoided eye contact. She's my best friend, but that doesn't mean I can't keep things, especially this. I know Rachel, and she'll just flirt away with Harry. She isn't a whore but she is a flirt. I'm just not comfortable sharing the same guy because I was here first.

I just wish this day was over to be honest. It has had its ups, now it needs to end before it gets its downs.

Mom and the sisters came back from their little game. They greeted Rachel, whom is still avoiding my eye contact. We set up the food and paper plates for us to eat lunch. It wasn't much, Subway take out, pies, and well more take out.