Look For Me || Luke Hemmings

Chapter 3

Dani's P.O.V.

Something was up with Amy and I wasn't happy about it. She's absolutely siding with Lauren, you can see it behind her eyes. Just because she was mom's favorite, doesn't mean she can be so sure of herself. Yeah I'm walking home with her, only because the others are still at their Alma Mater, and Lauren is well just a no.

I remember the announcement earlier, and some of my classmates were freaking out like it was a big deal. Like whoop, you don't even know the band what's so special about it? For all we know it was a prank or something. I'm even sure Lauren will enter, just like always.

She writes. She submits. And she gets praised, like always. People treated her with more respect since she was "better" than us. Well fact is she's just a whore. I am literally pissed of, first Lauren, then Amy, and then Lauren again, ugh.

It was a long silent walk since Amy didn't bother making a single conversation with me. I guess she's still affected by earlier this morning, welk good that she is then. Better than having another fight. I'm not in the mood.

When we arrive home, I rush to my room and lock the door. I don't like it when people intrude during my time. It wasn't really worth it.

From across the hall I can hear Lauren blasting out some of her tunes. Can't she just quiet!

"Lauren can you turn done that excuse of music!" I shout from my room. Then the music just stopped playing. Good that she heard me because I'm done with the noise.

I know I'm being selfish with Lauren. It's just that no one ever pays attention or listens. It's just always them, and I'm left out.

Well forget about considerations, because fuck.

Amy's P.O.V.

Dani just rushed upstairs to her room, and started shouting to Lauren. Mom was downstairs cooking. Lauren was with Rachel upstairs. To be honest, mom was a problematic person, she faced a lot of things while dad worked almost everyday at the office. Dad never comes home because she lived L.A. with my brothers. He took the liberty of living away from his wife and his girls, but he did it because he loved us. Mom worked at a recording studio, she edited audio and well worked not as much. She doesn't even like Lauren as much too. I was her favorite because of my condition, nothing else.

"Amy, can you help me with the table hun?" She cooes from the kitchen. I relucantly stood up from my seat and helped set the table. I didn't mind helping since I wasn't given chores.

I set the table while mom was finishing dinner. It's really quite boring at this point really. This is why I wanted to have a bond with everyone because no one really was home. It's just me, mom, Dani, and Lauren.

"Is there something bothering you?" Mom asked, setting the food on table.

Was there?

"Just thinking," I shrug for the 2nd time today.

"I know you darling, you're thinking about something and it's bothering you." Mom had a frown on her face, but she had her arm around me. "Tell me?" She asks, as we sat down on the table.

"Well...it was about earlier I guess." I sigh, recalling this morning. "Everyone's giving Lauren a hard time and it's-"

"Don't mess around with your sister, she might get you ra-"

"No mom, I'm not finished." I told her. "Basically everyone was messing around with her, and it reminded me of something. Something we could all have prevented but didn't. It wasn't her fault mom, it was ours and we can't deny it." I felt like sobbing because it is my fault. I hated remembering and picturing her tear stained cheeks that  day.

Mom was silent and thinking hard about her reply. She sucked in some air and sighed it out.

"Amy, it's not your fault, things happen for a reason." She says before calling everyone down for dinner. This time I didn't hear her shout at Lauren, which was odd. I thought about what mom said but it never stuck to me.

If things happened for a reason they why does everyone think differently.

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I'm rewriting everything, it becomes shorter or longer depends. I just need to edit because people are judging and I have to keep up with them. I already have chapter 22 up and you are all in for a big surprise. ;)

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